| I'm back on track. I've lost 25 pounds. I'm feeling better and better every day. However, a couple people know about my eating disorder. They aren't doing anything to prevent it though which is a good thing I guess. Infact, my boyfriend knows I have one of these, I didn't show it to him, I would never do that. I want to get back into this more so I can lose my weight faster. I have so much more motivation here. I need to stop purging and I need to start fasting. |
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| Jeez. It's been about six months since I've been on here. I was still not eating for a while but it's more on and off than it was before. I've kept some weight off I'm at 170 now. I gained a lot when school started and I've been losing it since then. It's going really slow and I need to pick it up. I'm almost dating my best friend, he makes me really happy and I want to be perfect for him. He's really really thin and it sickens me to think that I'm jealous of him. Pft. I'll write more later. |
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| My throat is swollen shut...I had to chew sleeping pills because I can't swallow them. It's pretty stupid and childish but I always choke. I'm thinking that's the cause. It feels like I swallowed my tongue haha. Today was a good day...I saw a lot of my friends and it made me happy. Yay. |
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| Ew...I ate today. But I resisted snickerdoodle cookies...yum. But, no. I broke out in hives today because the foundation I was using turned on me. I went to Kohls and bought a few cute...flattering shirts. Thank heavens.
Heath: I noticed you have real life friends on your xanga...won't they be suspicious if I'm commenting on there? Let me know...I need to know the things I can say and the things I can't... |
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| I'm going to try and fast today but it may been difficult because I'm having people over tonight.
Breakfast: Coffee
Lunch: Nothing
Dinner: Yay nothing! |
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