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Wednesday, May 14, 2008

How can I save the world?


Thursday, March 13, 2008

It was a pretty normal day.
Woke up, went to school, etc, etc, etc
I guess the highlight would be hanging out in between classes with
my friends and billiards with my bible study group.


I have some awesome friends.




I just realized how awesome my camera was today.



On another note, over the past few days I've been thinking about love. More speciffically, G-d's love.
What does it mean to show G-d's love? Is it the forgiveness we give to others? The mercy and
affection we show to a stranger? Showing empathy to those who we might not think deserve it?
I think it is.
G-d forgave us when we didn't ask for it and he still forgives us for the sins we commit
against him. So why not show the same to others. Why not approach them with love,
kindness, and mercy? For the world has no shortage of those who need it.
I need to learn how to rid myself of the feelings and hesitations that prevent me from doing this.
To overcome my nature and show genuine humility and love to others.


Wednesday, March 12, 2008

Don't you hate it when you spend a good chunk of your day for nothing?
Yeah, me too.
Today I went to the DMV to get a temporary license (just a simple paper one, so that I can drive legally).
Anyways, I filled out the necessary forms for temporary and the lady
tells me it's 22 dollars. This wouldn't be much of a problem except for the fact that
I don't have my debit card either.
So my trip ended up being a waste of an hour.
Oh well, such is life.
Other than that, not much happened.
I ran two miles, lounged in the hot tub, went to worship practice, and pita pit.
Just a few more days until winter quarter is over.
I'm hoping that next quarter won't suck since the last two have been very disappointing.


Tuesday, March 11, 2008

So this morning I had to get up early to help some lady to work today.
A few weeks ago she suffered from a broken back and can't drive until it fully
heals. I got an email yesterday pertaining to this and I volunteered.
Before you go thinking I'm some great saint, I must remind you that I am getting paid to
do this.
Anyways, It was a pretty stressful situation due to the fact that I couldn't find my wallet (it is still
currently M.I.A). Because of this, I couldn't purchase gas or get pulled over.
This itself is enough cause for stress, unfortunately this wasnt the only poor matter of circumstance.
From the start my car had about an eighth of a tank left (the gas light was on before I left my house).
I wasn't worried until on the way back my gas was so low that the gas light actually went off.
It was a blessing that I made it back home.
After that I took a nap and suffered another affliction of sleep paralysis (this was the first time it
happened when I was on my stomach).

I went to school groggy and managed to not fall asleep in two of my class (economics wasn't so lucky).

Tonight I was able to share a cake with some of my friends (it was one I that I was able to take home
after working in the homeless shelter). I figured that I should treat my friends to something.
Honestly, I believe it's a blessing to be able to give to others.
It's a chance to show G-d's love to others and give them comfort in those actions of love.
Love is the greatest gift you can give someone.


Monday, March 10, 2008

Lately, I've thinking a lot about my future and where it's heading.
I've also been thinking more about what G-d wants in my life.
A big motivation for me just recently is how I can become more like G-d.
I want to be clean reflection of His grace and mercy.
To say the least, it hasn't been easy.
I live with three people who don't follow closely to G-d, if at all.
It's tough to know that in general, they are fairly self-seeking.
Not to be judging them (for I have also had many moments of selfishness), but I can't rely on them
to carry any weight around the house or to help me grow spiritually.
I've had to start to become more self-reliant and to grow up.
It's emotionally straining and I've been forced to confront them on a few issues.
In the matter of forgiveness, it's tough to forgive the people you live with who
really put themselves ahead without much care to anyone else.
It's honestly difficult to be an example of kindness and mercy, especially when you
can't allow yourself to come off as a pushover.
I can only pray that G-d will help me with this and the rest of my baggage because there
is still a lot I need to work through.

I haven't written in xanga in a long time.

A lot has happened since I last used it and I don't think I'm quite the
same person I was two years ago.

Here's some things that have happened in the past year....




 
 



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