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Name: holden
Country: United States
State: Ohio
Metro: Bryan
Birthday: 11/18/1986
Gender: Male


Interests: well im addicted to smack porno and climbing up and then falling down stairs that do not exist....no no no well i like to talk ....to loud and to much, video games, finding new ways to make love to my hand, awkward phone convos, anime, driving baddly, computers, cheesecake, not getting smacked by girls, punching pain, lifting ,running naked, laughing in extreme pain, music, lvling up, finding jesus's face in food, cheerios, reading anything, nutritional facts, hating corn and everything it stands for, dancing baddly, boobs,wasting money, writing on my comp stand,being put in the trailor hitch, roller coasters, inside of cardboard boxes,guns,team based vandalism,and of course blamming everything that goes wrong on shenanigans
Expertise: bah.. i dont think i can judge what im good at? except ddr and masterbating and offending people that just read that
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Monday, October 23, 2006

Currently Listening
Translating the Name
By Saosin
Lost symphonies
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eh
I hurt my ankle
met alot of cool people
the end.

mouth full of,
holden


p.s. im sure to update forizzle sometime
but enjoy this picture while you wait dans



pwned dans face


Monday, October 09, 2006

Currently Listening
Saosin
By Saosin
New Angle
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I tend to remember people with italian names...or have boobs

Well well well what the hell..pfft I'm currently at school right now being bored to death..I already have my ass. done and everyone else is like pouring their hearts and soul into it -.-''....its a powerpoint about apples oranges and pumkin statistics....eh anyways I haven't updated in some time i know I know i'm sorry myspace petty comments keep me more interested then xanga anymore..but i still hate blogging on their...hrmph ok what has happened since the last time we spoke...I know i'm really bad with details anymore...eh last couple of weekends I have been going to football game and hanging out with people...alot people are really cool with me anymore when I was in school they sorta treated me badly but people are coming around or at least appear to be...oh yeah speaking of football thats what I've been doing alot of...backyard wise I really enjoy it to be honest and I'm not half bad neither...its mostly 8 on 8 and I'm normally the oldest one there but you couldn't really tell cause some freshmen we paly with are 3 times my size but all in all its pretty fun...hrmm been hanging out in byran every once in awhile..eh seems as tho my bryan peps are drifting away but everyone is getting into the school season and I don't blame them I'm pretty busy with just the 3 days of school I have to deal with much less 8 hours of school and plus a job or a g/f....hah yeah girls...pfft mixed signals there funny thing I keep going back to montpiler x.x i'm 0-2 with them girls whats one more right?...eh sorta conflicted tho...but bah you don't wanna hear about that cornball soap drama...hrmm lets see I still haven't got my halloween outfit ready...i know i'm to old but you know what I really like free candy and I'm built like a 12 year old anyways so there..pfft my friends...lets see ryan works...ray works or with g/f....austin is either working g/f or with us when he pisses his g/f off...dan is working /w manda or spending his free time with amanda james work so he doesn't have money or is spending it on one of his 23343 girlie friends...pfft speaking of which he didn't go to homecoming even tho he was asked by 5 chicks..tisk tisk tisk..cant blame him tho I wasn't to much on the dance dancing until recently...hrmm I dunno what I have planed if anything..i'm sure something will come up...ok till then adios

Dragon shit,

Holden

P.s. I actually found some pics wes sent me you give me a bit i'll put some up


Sunday, September 24, 2006

Currently Gaming
Guitar Hero
By REDOCTANE
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I read to much I read to much I fuck not enough but I read to much

eh whelp long time no real up-a-date lets fix that
ok bs first

Itt tech- eh well i went to school and ended up taking that email to the "dean" (dean is some balk dude that is a total tool) I scroll on in there and say "Hey, may I talk to you for a moment" and he said clearly "yeah i'm not busy at all have a seat what do you need?" SO i give him the email and explain it to him  and he instantly blew me off and said he was very busy and had matters to attend to....anyhow i printed a whole bunch off and handed them to people all around...next 2 days of class everyone was basically "eh" about it...think people would be more serious about this sort of thing...they acted like it wasn't a big deal...I talked to this professed he said it was garbage but I told him to  pull up the stock reports and he was dumbfounded...he really didn't have an opinion -.-'' ...my friend chris found out some junk about transferring to northwest...seems like a move to me...i'm thinking ima fins this quarter (i'm actually learning stuff) even if the credits don't transfer and just start a new at northwest...oi...so not as bad As I thought...I might stay at Itt depending on weather or not the math credits transfer to NW...I really like itt math program...

job- looks like i'm working fast foods -.-'' cant work factory and keep the grades up i know this already... most likely work with danny boy and his g/f...it has to be easer then factory...

lovelife-almost not worth the mention... forecast for the winter: single single single with a slight chance of someone..

Pleasure- umm just been hanging out mostly beat guitar hero finally ^.^ hrmm went shopping for pants -dum dum dum- bought some gangsta shoes hung out with all sorts of weird people x.X but who isn't honestly...played some hardcore football...scored one touchdown then threwup half of a buffet i ate 20 mins before hand...hah we went to the movies today Jackass was pretty funny i must say...

oh thats basically it i'm really lazy about this i just sick of seeing the gay Itt thing
whelp byes

kill yourself in the face,
holden


P.s.ummmm Jard is currently doing some covers of some bands including :armor for sleep senses fail pearl jam and either drowning pool or gay ass The perfect addiction (austin deciding between those 2) and maybe joey might pick one he has been jamming with them lately and he is pretty impressive ^.^ so be on the watch


Monday, September 18, 2006

Currently Listening
Make Yourself
By Incubus
Nowhere Fast
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My destiny

I got this email directly from Itt main office yesterday evening i havent had any sleep since reading it



Fellow students,
 
This email was put together by a number of staff/faculty from ITT Technical Institute.  You are being sent this email for informational purposes.  We have determined that there is information that you are not being made aware of by management and specifically the campus director, Alois Johnson and academic dean, Willie Vaughn.  Collaborating with members of the three departments at ITT (recruitment/admissions, financial aid, and academics), we bring this information to you so that you can make an informed decision about your educational choices.
 
One thing that many students notice when they visit an ITT campus is the campus itself.  ITT does not have a campus.  The “campus” is simply an office building in a business park.  This use of the word “campus” is a marketing tactic used by ITT Corporate to imply that ITT is a college.  Another issue that is misleading is what is portrayed in the commercials seen on television.  The schools portrayed on television do not exist.  Consider this, does your campus or class look anything like what is shown on the commercials?  False advertisement comes to mind.  Also, consider the times and channels the commercials are shown.
 
Cost is another issue that is questioned often and more often too late.  ITT currently charges $420.00 per credit hour.  If you are currently taking the normal three class full time load, your tuition will be $5040.00 (prior to additional fees like lab, materials, etc…).  Should you complete the associate’s degree program requirement and are awarded an associate’s degree, your total cost will be in excess of $40,000 and similarly for a bachelor’s degree the cost would be in excess of $80,000.  Proprietary schools like ITT charge higher tuition to cover the massive overhead salaries of management.  Also, because ITT is a publicly traded company (Stock ID:  ESI), there are stockholder demands like increased share price and dividends.  While we are impartial and refuse to advocate any college in particular, we can firmly say this:  MANY colleges in the area are substantially cheaper.  IPFW for example charges $187.65 per credit hour which translates into a total cost of $2251.00 for a normal full time class load.  That is a savings of 100% compared to ITT.  Considering the fact that ITT graduates that can find a job only average salaries in the mid $20,000 range, paying over $80,000 for a bachelor’s degree just does not make sense.
 
Transfer of credits is another issue that is questioned and like cost, is often questioned too late.  ITT credits do NOT transfer to any other college aside from another ITT campus.  ITT will take some credits from other colleges, but that is simply a marketing tactic to attract students unfamiliar with collegiate admissions.  In other words, if you take Math1 at ITT and decide that ITT is not a good value and want to transfer to Ivy Tech for example, Ivy Tech will NOT take your credits.  Effectively, you will have to take and pay for the class twice.
 
Admission representatives have been coming under fire as of late also.  As you may or may not know, ITT has a very high turnover rate in the admission representative area.  More often than not, your rep is not working for ITT for more than six months.  Representatives have resigned because management has asked them to use questionable and unethical tactics to lure students to come to ITT including: 
 
-outright lying to students about transfer credits
-flirting with and threatening violence against students
-making promises regarding transportation to and from ITT
-outright lying to students about accommodating school schedules to student work schedules
 
Financial aid representatives are also coming under fire from the Department of Justice (DOJ) of the United States Government.  Financial aid representatives (along with Admission representatives) were, until recently, receiving monetary bonuses for the number of students that were “packaged” (i.e. financial aid forms signed).  The DOJ has ruled that this practice is illegal and unethical.  Often, many students complain about the financial aid department in that they do not do an adequate job of explaining the loans that the students are signing for.  Remember, you owe the money borrowed for your college education and CANNOT be protected by bankruptcy (i.e. student loans cannot be discharged on bankruptcy).  Most students could not afford the high tuition that ITT charges and are thus dependent on the funding provided by Sallie Mae. 
 
Academic affairs is also questioned often by students.  Many of the classes offered at ITT are being taught by instructors that are not qualified to teach that particular subject.  Grades are often “given” to students based on their simply attending class.  Instructors are reprimanded if too many students withdraw/drop from classes and thus offer incentives to students to simply stay in the classes.  Instructor performance is based on student evaluations and retention(retention is the percentage of students who do not drop from a class).  Simply put, individuals are being “given” grades and thus being awarded degrees for which they have not earned.  From the honest student’s standpoint, this is unfair and will create a situation in the future where everyone will have a college degree thus decreasing the value associated with having a college degree.
 
Lastly, you have unethical illegal management practices occurring under campus director, Alois Johnson.  Mr. Johnson actively condones, partakes and encourages all of the above-mentioned activities.  Mr. Johnson’s salary includes bonuses that are based on profits from the campus.  His salary with bonuses is in excess of $100,000.  Being a corporate executive, Mr. Johnson should be able to communicate effectively, but often speaks from a prepared word-for-word speech and rarely looks at whom he is speaking to.  Many students have expressed a lack of trust for Mr. Johnson and rightfully so.  Mr. Johnson has cut costs to the extent that students are suffering:
 
-the Internet connection speeds are slow to moderate
-the computers in the various labs do not have sufficient capacity for MM students
-electronics students are forced to purchase an overpriced “tool box” that contains many items that could be purchased inexpensively from a hardware store
-the electronic labs have outdated, antiquated, unsafe equipment
-the Learning Resource Center (LRC) has few books and a limited number of older computers
 
Considering you are paying $420.00 per credit hour, you should expect more.  Unfortunately, the company ITT is not concerned with student issues as evidenced in the recent massive sell off of ITT stock on the part of ITT executives like: 
 
Rene’ Champagne, CEO/Chairman ITT-ESI
James Fowler, Director
Eugene Feichtner, Senior Vice President
Gary Carlson, Vice President
 
 
 
ITT is being purchased by Blum Capital Partners L.P. by way of takeover.  The future of the school is questionable and many analysts believe that the schools (all 82+ campuses) will be sold to local colleges thus dissolving ITT permanently and making your degree from ITT worthless.  While these plans have yet to be determined, the facts are in front of you.  Something else to consider, ITT has been in the news for unethical and illegal actions with the U.S. Federal Government and specifically the DOJ and FBI: 
 
 
 
We ask that you take all of this factual information into account and make an informed decision about your academic future at ITT.  Personally and professionally, we would recommend ANY other college for your degree pursuits.
 
Sincerely,
 
Current/Former ITT Technical Institute Employees



fucked,
holden

p.s. I have no clue what im gonna do.......


Monday, September 11, 2006

Currently Listening
O God, The Aftermath
By Norma Jean
Dilemmachine: Coalition Hoax
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not to sound emo or anything...

eh i feel very stereotypical.... OI i had like a good pick me up the other day and now i just feel like Im in the dumps ....over such superficial things too...-sigh- i dunno i think its because I've been single for to long..what left of my teenage hormones are making me an idiot... bah oh yeah lately i've been going to school its basically a breeze...Im glad im doing this for myself i dont wanna work some dead end job like everyone else...haven't really met anybody to friendly...cept these stoners that liked my dragon force shirt...I been looking for a job...well not to hard really i was enjoying myself for awhile hanging out with random people...but when i get those same people together they all hate each other for this or that reason....reallly dumb...I mean i understand everyone doesn't like every other person but why make it the main focus when your chilling out...sorta a bummer...ugh I have like bruises all over myself today If im not getting hit by a girl im getting beat down by Dan or some other gaymo like him...hrmm not really an update I know but Im really not in a uplifting mood v.v i know not me at all right...
I promise I'll fine sooner then later ^.^
soreloser,
holden

P.s. absolutely no pics...well i have one somewhere im just to lazy to put it up
maybe a raincheck?



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