| this is life.so ive come to the conclusion that high school is pretty much over, im so excited, yet scared at the same time. not a good mixture..ive been looking at some colleges and i just dont know what to do...i think my life has been so odd i guess you could say lately...so "up and down". one day ill be as happy as can be and all giddy and such, then the next im extremely depressed..theres always that one person that could put a smile on my face..but i just dont feel the same around him anymore. ...prolly sounds lame but he's broken my heart for a second time...i guess i deserve it? no i dont think...no one deserves to be "loved" one day and the next be the second choice. make up your mind. i loved this person... but thats kinda in the past now..not looking back...ANYWAY... school was the usual...BORING. had jazz band today.yup.later DUFF |
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| ahh!why is it that teachers have to be GAY? i had test in every single one of my classes today. ugh. oh well at least thats over. wpheeew! yeah well ya know... not much goin on lately. that be it i guess ~DUFF |
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| florida..so we went to florida..was pretty good. not spectacular, and my dreams did definetly not come true. they were kinda crushed actually..but oh well..im a strong willed person.. im not gonna let him break my heart.... too late. someone always ends up gettin hurt.. and this time twas me... IM DONE. he'll never change his ways.. later. |
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| FLORIDA!!!florida=TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh my gosh! im soo pumped!! well see ya'll lata. countdown::::17 hours and 2 minutes! WOOOOTT!! duffyyy |
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| WOOO HOOOO!hey ya'll!!! oh MY LAN! this has been soo exciting! lets see today is a snow day..but im grounded....oh well..loook on the freakin bright side!!!!!!!--- saturday was solo and ensamble (also BARI'S BIRTHDAY!!!!) and i had the brass choir, we got a 1 on that...which if you didnt know 1 is the best rating you can recieve!! and then we had a brass sextet...we got a 1 on that too!! and my solo!!! oh my lanta, i was so nervous..i mean i was like freakin out nervous...and i got a 1!YAYAY...WOOT..YES....HALLELUJAH!! oh man i was soo happy...i feel like i actually accomplished something...lol!!! and it was just an awesome feeling..! OOOHHH MANNNNNNNN!!!! F..L..O..R..I..D..A..=.....10 DAYS AWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I dont think anyone can comprehend how excited i am!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh my freakin lanta! ive never even seen the ocean..im soooo pumped to go!!!!!!!!! DUFFFAYYY!!!! <3333 |
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