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Friday, February 16, 2007

PROUD!!!

I am soooooo proud and honored!!!  I can't believe my grandfather is on Wikipedia.  Everyone can pretty much be found on google....but this is something big.  My mother has always talked about how great of a poet he was and how famous his writings were.  I never really believed her because I just thought she was just that type of person - always feeling so proud of her family and kids (although she never admits it to us!)  Anyway, here's the link:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Diosdado_G._Alesna

I just remember him as the loving grandfather who always slipped money when my grandmother wasn't looking.  I miss him. 

Pa, you'll always be remembered....and you are part of the Philippine history. =)

http://www.ncca.gov.ph/about_cultarts/comarticles.php?artcl_Id=134

http://www.panitikan.com.ph/authors/a/dgalesna.htm

He is even published!!!! I wish I could translate this...it's such deep Cebuano words:

http://www.geocities.com/alindahaw_poetry/poetry_bis_gahom.html


I don't know how to express in words how I feel at the moment.  I am actually shocked that he was THIS GOOD...especially for people to quote him as their favorite poet...

http://cebuano.deviantart.com/

This is my grandfather, and I grew up never knowing this about him until tonight. =)


Friday, February 09, 2007

RIP Marine Fish Tank

Well, nothing actually died, but since I'm moving to FL this May..Michael and I are getting rid of our pride and joy!  All the time and hard work cost us 6 grand   to put this whole baby up, and it's gonna be sad seeing it sell off part by part. 

 

Nemo 003

 

Well, at least we'll be able to start a fresh new tank when we move down there.... New Beginnings!

3 and 1/2 months left... Miami, here we come!

 


Friday, November 17, 2006

Guilty

I feel so bad.  I broke Michael's laptop.  I was being careless and dropped it, so now the screen is screwed up and almost all the screen turns on as a gray area.  Sadly, he wasn't even around for me to apologize to.  I sent him a text: "I have a big problem...please call me" and waited anxiously for his call back from the Dominican Republic.  I had planned on making up some story, but my guilt wouldn't allow me.  He's always so honest with me about everything, so when he asked "so what's the bad news?" after I initially made small talk and didn't tell him right away, I finally confessed to him what really happened.  He then said, "you never need to lie to me because I'll always understand."  And it made me tear because I realize that he's too good for me...  Earlier before he called, I had talked to Erica about what I did and how bad I felt.  All she could say is, "Don't worry about it, he won't get mad."  I skeptically asked her why, and she responded with "because he lovey you."  Oh geesh.  But as much as I pretended not to believe her, she was absolutely right!  I then recalled things I've done in the past and how he reacted to them.  When I had accidentally dropped the laptop before (and telling him much, much later in our relationship), he didn't get mad.  When I broke the laptop's headphone jack, he never yelled or gave me the silent treatment - even if it meant everytime he wanted to listen to music with headphones (like when he studies at Barnes and Noble), he had to constantly hold onto the jack!!!  Or when I lost the 1/2 carat diamond earrings he bought me for Christmas last year that he's STILL paying for, he didn't flip and said he'll get me a better one once he saves up some money for it.  His mom even wanted to buy me another one because she felt bad.  And now, he just said in a sweet way, "We'll work something out....we'll get another laptop.  Don't worry."  Sigh.  I'm so lucky.  And anyone who really knows me (my family and closest friends)...is aware of my short temper.  As Erica pointed out on the phone earlier: "And if he did that to you, you would've flipped out and yelled at him"...just like I have in the past when he did something I didn't like or approve of.  Like when I scuffed my new shoes while I was walking on cement steps, I blamed him for it....even though it wasn't his fault, but I blamed him because he didn't come to help me.  Still, he was sleeping from working an overnight shift and coming home at 9 in the morning, so I should've been more understanding instead of being the way I am.  I'm so bad.  I guess what I'm trying to say is.......he's definitely helping me be a better person and not stress over things or overreact.  In my past relationships, I recall storming out, lashing out, giving silent treatments, ignoring conversations, rolling my eyes (which I admit I still do), raising my voice, threatening to leave or breakup, pointing fingers instead of looking at what I might have done wrong as well.  But with him, it's different...even when I've done some of those things to him, he never reacted in a negative way...he always talked me through it and reminded me how much he loves me.  And even when I'm so hard-headed and not willing to bend after he's apologized more than once, I can't help but open my eyes and see that he's being mature about the whole thing.  I respect him so much that the dark side of me can't come out, so I'm a lot calmer when I get into arguments and just a lot more open instead of always acting like - "I'm right.  You're wrong.  Period."  I remember my mom jokingly warning him when we started dating about how I'm a hard person to deal with and "untamable," but he's the one who tamed the untamable.  He's so "chill" about things and he never stresses.....no wonder even at 29, he still gets carded wherever we go and told he looks like he's only 18!  Yet, I never get carded.  haha.

I'm such a lucky girl!

And if there is ever a time where I take him for granted...I'll have this entry to remind me of how special he is.


Tuesday, November 14, 2006

Come Home Soon

I had a wonderful weekend with Michael, as always.  We finally saw The Radio City Christmas Spectacular together for the first time at NYC on Saturday.  Unfortunately, he had bought the tickets 2 months ago and couldn't reschedule, so we had to leave my niece's 1st birthday party early.  After the show, we roamed the city - had our caricatures drawn by a street artist and bought a unique painting done by another artist only using spray paint.  It looked great and was worth the 20 bucks he spent on it.  I love strolling around the city.  There's always something to do and it never gets boring.  The next day, we went back to the city and he took me ring shopping.  Who would have thought that a perfect 2 carat princess cut diamond would cost over 25 grand and that's without the band or diamond baguettes.  It was so exciting and nerve racking at the same time.  Despite the 95 dollar ticket he got for parking on a loading zone, we still enjoyed our little city adventure and celebrated with his favorite Gyro on 50th.  That was worth every penny!  Yummmmmm!!!  Since he was leaving for the Dominan Republic for a week, we decided to stay up and watch our TV shows together 'til I had to drive him to the airport at 5 AM, but I didn't last and fell asleep around 3:30 in the morning. 

On the way to airport, he mentioned something about leaving me a small present somewhere.  I didn't believe him, since there was no way he could have done it discretely while I was with him the whole time.  It's almost 24 hours since I last saw him and right before going to bed, I open his laptop and find a note taped to the screen.  It's funny how I had the laptop the whole day, but didn't even use it or open it until now.

"Mi Amor,

I have not left, yet I am anxiously awaiting my return to you.  I had a great weekend with you, and I can't wait to hold you in my arms again.  You are so special to me.  Please know that you will and are in my thoughts in everything I do.  I wish you were here with me, Belleza.

Yours Always,

Me =)

11/13/06"

What a great way to end my night.  It's amazing how one little note can just get a hold of your emotions.  After 14 and a half months together, he can still sweep me off my feet.  People say romance dies after awhile in relationships, but I guess you just need to find your soulmate to know that it's not true.  This will be our longest time apart.  I'm going to miss him soooo much while he's gone, but in the end, it's all for a good cause.  He'll assist in pediatric cardiac surgeries, and I know he's helping kids live a better life.

On a good note, Michael got his first choice and matched with Miami Children's Hospital for a fellowship in Pediatric Instensive Care.  I'm so proud of him!  Now I'm just praying I'll be in Miami too next year.  It's all in God's hands...


Thursday, September 28, 2006

Spoiled Little Brat

I was at work today and one of the nurses happened to have a HUGE bag of a special brand of cheese puffs that I liked.  Michael had brought it home before and ever since then I've always liked it.  It's soft and light...cheesy, but not too crunchy.  It reminded me of a childhood snack I always had...Filipino brand called "Cheese curls."  Anyhoo, as soon as I spotted it, I wanted to rip apart the unopened bag.  Surely enough, the nurses had started munching on it and offered me a bite.  Of course, I had been eyeing it all night and would not turn down such an invitation.  But being shy, I only took a few pieces.  Dang!...they're too good, I had to have more.  Throughout the 11 hour shift, I kept on passing by the nurses' station to steal some more.  The Filipino nurse that brought it in didn't mind and had actually encouraged me to take more, since I had became friends with her in the past few hours (we just met today).  Irregardless of how much I had, I couldn't wait to stock up on it at home.  Hence, I was going to ask my reliable significant other to get me some.

TEXTING:

"Babe.  I have a craving.  Can you buy me something?" (7:09 PM)

"What?" (7:15 PM)

"The cheese puff....pirates booty" (7:34 PM)

"What happened 2 the pmpcorn u bought??!" (8:00 PM) (I had bought a huge bag of Smartfood white cheddar flavored popcorn over the weekend.)

"But I want this one...pretty please.  Can you buy me some at Stop and Shop?" (8:01 PM)

"Maybe" (8:02 PM)

"By the way. U spelled popcorn wrong." (8:01 PM)

======= Time passed ========

"Did you get it?" (8:35 PM)

"Later, I'm studying." (8:38 PM)

After that text, I felt kind of bad.  I figured he was busy, so I just stopped bothering him and let him study for his boards.  I came home about 20 minutes ago and LO AND BEHOLD, I see a Stop and Shop shopping bag with a bag of cheese puffs inside hanging on the edge of the kitchen counter with an upside down 3x5 index card.  I flipped it over and read the note:

"Amor,

It really amazes me how much I love you some days.

I hope you keep your cravings to a minimum when you're pregnant!"

Even though he bought the wrong brand, I still cannot believe he went out of his way to get me what I wanted.  He had been working since 5 AM and got home late at 7 PM from the intensive care unit -- but still dealt with my bratty requests. 

It was a rather stressful night at the ER, but that gesture just made my day.

And so I wake him up to say thanks.  I then laughed at myself for being such a "spoiled little brat."  

He just topped off the night by saying: "When I texted you 'Later, I'm studying.' I had already bought it for you."

I kissed him goodnight and had the biggest smile on my face.

He's the BEST

 

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On a side note, I hadn't worked in this Pediatric ED in awhile, so I bumped into a nurse that Michael had worked with 2 yrs ago.

"So your boyfriend is doing intensive care, huh?"

"Yeah.  He just finished his last interview yesterday for the fellowship."

"There's a huge demand for intensivists and they get paid a whole lot!"

*shrugs* "He just enjoys taking care of really sick kids -- in dying, critical conditions.  He hates examining for regular pediatric stuff - gastros, otitis medias, fevers, lacerations, little stuff."

"He's such a great doctor.  I can tell he'll be a good intensivist."

*gave her a weird, skeptical look* "When did you work with him?"

"Oh not much.  I can just tell by the way he carries himself.  How he is with the kids.  They like him.  He's just a nice all around guy.  And very good looking too!"

*SMIRK* "Oh please!"  (But deep inside, I felt so proud.  Yeah, that's my man!) hahah



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