[10 Things You Never Say to a Woman]

1. Do you mind going out to start the car? It's really cold.

2. Is that what you're wearing?

3. You look [insert anything adjective other than beautiful here]

4. You were hungry, huh?

5. And you're not invited.

6. Go ahead and buy the dog. I'll even get you one of those little bags to carry him around in.

7. Do you have any cash on you?

8. It's my money.

9. Let's walk. We could both use the exercise.

10. No.

[yeah... i'm pretty bored]

aight.
so now i'm 20.
i guess that means i'm supposed to know what i'm doing.
haha.

i look back on the past few years,
and i see how things have changed
and how i have changed.

i look forward at the next few years,
and i try to picture myself and my life.
what's it gonna be like?
do dreams really come true?

i think being a year older is just a reminder on how i should start figuring things out.
a reminder on how stupid i really am.
a reminder that the clock is ticking and time is running out.
a reminder on how much of a kid i still am.


above all.
it's a reminder of how worthless i am.
a reminder on how much i need each one of you.
a reminder on how much i need God.

life is good.

i love being 19. i love being young.
i love how i have my whole life ahead of me.
there's is nothing i cannot achieve.
opportunity. possibility.
there's nothing to regret.
there is no "too late".
i've got all the time in the world.
and it's only gonna get better.

but i keep thinking.
what's it gonna be like many years from now?
what's it gonna be like to feel like i'm running out of time?

will life taste sweeter?
will love run deeper?

i sure hope so.