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Name: Ed
Country: Fiji
Gender: Male
Interests: baseballs, football, basketball, volleyball, dogdgeball...damn thats alot of balls. YEAP! thats me.
Expertise: C++ programming, but why would you care what I am an expert at?
Occupation: Engineering
Industry: Computers (Hardware)
Message: message meEmail: email me
Member Since:
8/1/2003
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GRATITUDE
Graditude.
Thank you Entourage.
Thank you for the introduction.
Thank you for liquid courage.
Thank you for the "Guess" acceptance.
Thank you for the talks.
Thank you for the touch.
Thank you for the walks.
Thank you for the drives.
Thank you for the beers.
Thank you for the making feel alive.
Thank you for the dance.
Thank you for the sharing the comedy.
Thank you for the smiling glance.
Thank you for the "Notebook."
Thank you for the "Crash."
Thank you for feeling me hooked.
Thank you for feeling above earth.
Thank you for the texts.
Thank you for making things worth.
Thank you for the Cubbie thrills.
Thank you for the invite.
Thank you for the nightly chills.
But most of all...
Thank you for bring back to earth.
Thank you for reminding the evil.
Thank you for the wack "Hollerback."
Thank you for the emotional "gout".
Thank you for the encouraging losing bout.
Thank you for making me learn.
Thank you for giving me this burn.
Thank you for reminding me how to lie.
Thank you for letting "Sabastian" die.
Thank you for having the "Candy" mold.
Thank you for making the simmering summer cold.
Thank you for showing me worse of feel.
But the most i am grateful for....
Thank you for keeping real.
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| toil, toil in trouble, worked so hard now season on the bubble.
in retrospect to last year's end of the season debacle, do i really
want to support a hungry greedy team that is only in it for the money?
last year they earned more than 160 millions iin revenue, yet fail on
putting a winning team on the field and aquire a powerhouse player.
aside from the pitching staff, the team is very potent on winning it
all. but the cubs was too invovled of what was going on - not on the
field, butrather off. do i really want to support a bunch of cry
babies.....from the players to managers to executives?
this new season is different, very true. but remember some of these
cubs individuals have too concern of their pride than to win. (ex.
dusty baker - will not put in starting pitchers to close games bacause
thats not their role in the team...@#$)* that WIN it damn, put pride
aside) should i suppor that?
but then again, i must admit i enjoy the stuggles of a team...the
tragic outcome and the element of failure. misery loves company. as
much as we want them to win, yet can't win but we're always on their
side for support, yet don't win. EHHH! i hat it! i hate it! but why am
i with it!??! why? misery loves company. we enjoy and are
entertained the failures and comedic tragedy of people.
the trials and tribulation is what im in it for...but knowing the
history and unfortunate chiacago cubs events have been living state for
failure for just aboud 90+ years. what if they do win and are victors
of the game, will the pain stop? yes. it will. will we continue
rooting them strong as we current are? no.
stop the bleeding. all attention is towards our pain and the blood
stream down. stop the bleeding. stop the bleeding. the only way to stop
the outcry is to win. stop the bleeding. ok. now we win. now we
bandaged the bleeding by winning the series. where will our attention
go to next? southside sox. ahh no. rather root for the kane county
cougars. go cougars aka Florida marlins.
but with all the conclusive evidence and past experience...i am a cubs
fan. i do enjoy the bleeding. i long and am entertained of the rocky
marriage with the friendly confines. i do appreciate the city's short
comings. but most of all, i love to cry during the 7th inning strech.
i am buying tickets and will continue to bleed cubbie blue. i am who i am....a cubs fan.
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| my last entry was on valentines day. a day of feeling the warmth with
the significant other and being with someone you care about. to some it
is one of the most beautiful day of the year, to others its a day of
showing your love your special someone. personally. valentines day is
only but a hallmark holiday. a day where the ladies/girlfriend/wives
get what they want. the irony of this year's valetines days is
that this year's valentines day is a week after the superbowl.
superbowl- a man's holiday where men talk about football and enjoy the
wicked violence of a sport. a man's holiday.
but in retrospect of my views of the hallmark holiday, it was actually
a lovely day. valentines day was a day where i finally got my karma.
months of dead jobs and odd jobs, i finally got something i can
respect. i knew a good opportunity was knocking away and it did..on
valentines day. this position atd downtown chicago required 3 m
interviews, the last with a panel interview with regional mananger from
Cleveland. YES I'M IN! feeling jolly and cheesy, i knew that this line
of work at interational business machine will require to learn new
skills. skills that i have little knowledge of, yet a wonderful
opportunity and a challenge i will look forward to! by the way, i work
at IBM with the TEC group as a ibm server tech.
maybe next's years hallmark holiday will be a different story.
hopefully my politicial views of two fourteen and give me a better
perspective in life and be content. hopefully someone can give an
opportunity and receive my karma. i guess we'll find out soon enough.
but for now i gotta go back reading about the ibm servers. HOLLA!
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| What I think of Valentines Day
hearts and roses and kisses galore....
what the heck is all that junk for
people get mushy and start acting weird
Its definitely the most annoying day of the year
this day needs to be over with the end is near
before I shove a dozen roses up cupid's rear
I'll spend the day so drunk I can't speak
and wear all black for the rest of the week
guys act all sweet but soon it will fade
for all they are doing is trying to get laid
the arrow cupid shot at me must not have hit
because I think love is a bunch of shit
so theres my story.....what can say
love bites.....Screw VALENTINE'S DAY!!
HB's here i come!!!!
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| - 6. Ordinary Peoplewhy do i bother? why do i let myself feel this way. i knew along that
it was only a quick fix. i should have known better. time invested in
her was only fool's gold. and i am that fool. i should just forget
about her. tomorrows a new day. Januarary is within 3 weeks. a new life
a new beginning.......only wish i could share it with somebody.
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