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| Here I am back to xanga again... alot of things happened during the last two months, I just didn't know how to start writing them out. I really didn't want to look back to hold my pace, yet I realize if I don't look back, I'll never know where I came from. I don't want to be a lost ghost, stuck in the painful place and never let it go. I wish my efforts could set the soul free, away from the pain...
I turned 22 a month ago, feeling old... tried to feel fresh and energetic in the new year but seems failed. However, I am glad that I didn't give up when I was so emotional and struggled about love. Everything is better now. Love, is not about whole bunch of profound philosophy, it is your feelings and beliefs in your heart that can not tell in words.
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秪峈乾珨跺奧恲
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秪峈脹珨跺奧殏艦
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秪峈乾珨跺奧遵
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秪峈脹珨跺奧眼 | | |
| Haven't been here for so long. It's not that I don't have anything to write about, it's just I couldn't get into the mood. A lot of things happened, a lot of changes I need to adopt. My life becomes dry again. All the beautiful days have become memories already. I feel like being a single again. I don't know what I am doing, I don't know why I am doing what I am doing, I don't know how long I am going to be like this... so pitty. Once upon a time, I felt I was being loved, cared.. once upon a time, I as so passionate to love, to give.. but love just fades too fast, I was confused... I kept my passion but he just couldn't... maybe I should just let him go, yeah, I should let him go...
I was so disappointed, sad, mad, confused... right now I am so numb again. there's nobody to blame, it's just myself. I am just not the lucky one.
I have a boyfriend. What should I expect more?...
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