http://www.xanga.com/dy_pLatest Xanga weblog from dy_pen-us60http://s.xanga.com/images/xangalogobutton.gifhttp://www.xanga.com/dy_phttp://www.xanga.com/dy_p/618561390/item.htmlhttp://www.xanga.com/dy_p/618561390/item.htmlFri, 28 Sep 2007 11:42:11 GMT<P>i just don't get it.</P><P>i lost an uncle, a grandmother, and a friend this year. my friends has lost loved ones too. why is it all happening all at the same time.</P><P>i just got back from the philippines. i was there for my grandmother and my friend. my grandmother lived a long life but my friend was young. he was too young.</P><P>i feel like there's no point in trying to be happy. it's never going to happen. it's just not. i'll leave it at that.</P>http://www.xanga.com/dy_p/618561390/item.html#firstcommenthttp://www.xanga.com/dy_p/604666223/item.htmlhttp://www.xanga.com/dy_p/604666223/item.htmlTue, 17 Jul 2007 23:08:10 GMTi don't know how and why but i felt my heart aching, breaking, tonight as i was driving home <img src="http://www.xanga.com/images/bummed.gif" width="15" border="0" /><embed style="width:400px; height:80px;" wmode="opaque" bgcolor="#ffffff" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" src="http://audio.xanga.com/mp3embedplayer.swf?i=1105590&m=d5432"> </embed>http://www.xanga.com/dy_p/604666223/item.html#firstcommenthttp://www.xanga.com/dy_p/603876130/item.htmlhttp://www.xanga.com/dy_p/603876130/item.htmlSat, 14 Jul 2007 01:13:08 GMTfriday the 13th is really living up to it's name...<br /><br />...my friend is in the er (i can't get in contact with anyone for details) and my sister's friend is locked up in indianapolis since 6:30 in the morning (they have no idea what happened)<br /><br />i'm staying up waiting for a phone call my sister is meeting up with another friend and is driving to indianapolis tonight.<br /><br />it's too crazy. i hope you guys are not having the same luck. goodnight. i'll be awake.http://www.xanga.com/dy_p/603876130/item.html#firstcommenthttp://www.xanga.com/dy_p/535222252/item.htmlhttp://www.xanga.com/dy_p/535222252/item.htmlWed, 04 Oct 2006 23:19:26 GMTwhew!! i'm tired. goodnight, sweet dreams my lovelies.http://www.xanga.com/dy_p/535222252/item.html#firstcomment