hey guys!!!

today has been going pretty good. here's the intake so far:

Breakfast: green tea

Lunch: 12oz diet coke

Dinner: TBA (parents are home)

EDIT!!!!

yea dinner was a nightmare. i'm fasting all day tomarrow and hopefully this whole week.

THINSPO!!!

STAY STRONG LADIES<333

hey sweeties!!!

once again i'm back. hopefully this time i will do this. i really need all of the support of all of you girls to make me reach my goals. if any of you have any tips or anything to help me do this please comment! starting tomarrow i'm starting a new food plan and working out everyday. i'll post my current weight and goal weight's tomarrow. stay strong<333

THINSPO!!!

Hey sweeties!!!

I haven't updated in a long time but it's the new year and that means a new start for me. During this break i reached 140 from eating all this junk at Christmas and it was just disguisting. my new years resolution of course is to lose weight and stay strong. i need to control myself. if i was forced to eat something i would completly pig out because i as so mad at myself for eating. i can't do that anymore. when i'm forced to eat dinner i'm just going to eat mostly fruit and veggies and whatever i need to so that my mom stops bugging me. then i will work all of it off after dinner or whenever i have to eat. i need to be at least 120 by february 11th. thats the turnabout dance and i need to be somewhat skinny for it. alrighty here's the intake so far today:

Breakfast: slice of apple and water

Lunch: half grilled cheese sandwich a few carrots and water (went for a 30 min run after so hopefully that burned some of it off)

Dinner: not sure but people are coming over for dinner tonight but i'll just eat what i need to and then run after dinner)

stsy strong ladies<333

THINSPO!!!

hey sweeties!!!

i'm back!!! finally. this is going to be really hard the next few weeks because of christmas and everyone being home but i need to lose this weight. i will do anything. if i am forced to eat then i will make sure i burn it all off. thanks for all the support. i love you guys!!! i must lose this weight for chrismas. thats the only thing i want for christmas this year. hehe. i hope you guys are all doing great on all of your own plans. here's the intake so far. good luck and stay strong<333

Breakfast: pineapple and water (neg cals)

Lunch: green tea and apple? (neg cals)

Dinner: not sure parents wll be home for the nest two weeks but i'll be sure to burn it off

THINSPO!!!

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hey sweeties

thanks so much for all the comments.

i've been going through alot lately.

last night i realized i'm not okay.

not just with ana, with everything.

i've been binging excessivly and crying myself to sleep everynight.

i'm just not the same person anymore. 

i really need some time to think about everything.

good luck to everyone over the holidays.

i hope you all reach your goals. 

i love you all dearly.

hopefully i'll be back soon when i figure everything out. <333