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So it's (something along the lines of) seven weeks since school has started. I don't feel the same. I'm taking AP classes and with those classes comes homework and lots of it. I guess all that work has stifled me in an annoying, fun stealing sort of way. Now, whenever I try to have fun or laugh or a lot of things I just can't because in the back of my mind is a horrible mentality that I have work to do and no reason to have that kind of fun. I just can't get that ideah out of my head. I know there are several people who have this and more apon their shoulders but then again I take things farther than they need to go and overstress myself.

Then there are my friends. I'm losing them. I don't really fit in with anyone at my school anymore. I am drifting away from people and it bothers me. I never see most of my friends from Burien, and when I do, sure, we have fun, but it ends when I leave, and they go on with their lives and grow closer together leaving me to try to pick up on their favor once or twice a week which they take and use it as a quick laugh before spitting it out untill next time. Sometimes I just wish I could be with them all the time but if I did that I'd rarely ever see my friends here in Federal Way. I hate having to choose between two states of possible bliss which I've been having to do a lot lately.

I over halfway through highschool. This means that my childhood, my good times, and my happy days are almost over. Once highschool ends it's off to college and then I start the real world. It's making me consider taking bigger risks as I may not have much longer to do so. I'm really sick of pride at my school. No, I don't mean school pride. I just have how so many people are full of themselves. No one seems to turn the other cheek anymore. I kinda wish that I could be an influence to people and just show them how God wants them to live, but first I have to do so. I really want to start living the way I know I should so I can stand out and make a difference.

And then I noticed the legend stuck in the crevaces between my teeth.

Have you ever done something stupid. Well if you're reading this then I'm guessing you have. I hate when you do something stupid and then you totally regret doing it later. And I really hate it when it involves a girl. Oh well I hope things get cooler. Life boats ended yesterday. This year has been amazing. We have brought so much more to the table, and we are like brothers now. This year has been full of so much. And through out it all my lifeboat bros were always there. And last night as we sat around the smoldering fire, I looked at the face of each one of those guys, and I realized something. This summer none of us are doing the same thing. Our summers will be full of adventures without eachother but full of new experinces. And even though all these adventures seem like Series Spinoffs I know we will all come back with stories and the same brotherhood that we had before for the Series Reunion. Sure things will change as time goes on but we will still be best friends. I realized that we all have a plan for us, and we all have a destiny seperate from the other. I guess I realized that our adventure is just beginning. I realized that even though someday most of us will go our seperate ways, we will always have this fellowship to take with us. It's awesome. And when we are legends, the ties will still bind us.

Jumping OFF the Band Wagon.

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