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Name: Evelyn Country: United States State: Kansas Metro: Wichita Birthday: 7/2/1985 Gender: Female
Interests: My intrust include discovering myself and what i want to do with my life. Learning from others, reading and painting. The usual girlie things like shopping , hanging out with friends and laughing. I also love to observing life. Expertise: My expertise is making people feel special, and beautiful inside and out. Occupation: Supervisory Industry: Retail
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Member Since:
12/25/2004
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| Hey its been a very long while. Tony and me are going on 9 months together and are still very much in love. I got accepted to a school in California and if all goes well I will be living out there by September. Wish me luck. | | |
| hey everybody guess what my boyfriend and me are moving in together. Yes i know it seems fast but it just feels right. And I am just following my heart. Tony and me have been going shopping for house stuff and its alot of fun. I cant wait til we actually get keys to the apartment. We move in two weeks I am so excited!!! | | |
| Hey everyone, it has been awhile I know. I have beem doing a whole lot of nothing but working. And when I am not working I am with my boyfriend Tony. I have been babysitting alot, mostly my neices and nephews its really fun especially when my boyfriend is willing to sit with me and watch four hours worth of disney movies. We are going on four months together and nevr have i have been happier. Well gotta go to work. | | |
| Yes I know its been awhile. I've been very busy doing nothing and working. The usual routine. Nothing interesting has really happened in my life. I'm kinda seeing a guy but I'm not really sure what are status is and its to early to tell. But i think he wants to play games or play hard to get or something. God knows what goes on in you boys heads. But I am tired of waiting around and going back and forth. All I want is a decent man who is somewhat intelligent, can make me laugh, has goals in life, works and goes to school. And of course there has to be somewhat of a attractuon there. Because if a relationship is based on looks alone your cool for about the first couple of dates but if you can't hold a conversation or make me laugh then its not going to work out. So I might as well end it before anyone gets hurt, why play around. You pretty much know after the first date if you are compatible or not. But whatever its my own stupid falt because I am so damn gullible. I tend to believe anything and anyone. I think maybe I trust people to quickly and they walk right over me. Or maybe its because i want someone in my life so bad that I can just relate to, hang out with, laugh with, cry with that i tend to fall for the wrong person. And that wrong person tends to just want to play games or go further then just kissing. After I've made it clear that I'm not going to so something that I am not ready to do. And that I've kept my virginity this long, I might as well keep it longer. But will see how this relationship works out if its even that. I do'nt even know anymore, but thats life I guess. | | |
| July 2 was my birthday i turned twenty. i feel old. i feel like i have´nt done anything with my life since high school besides work. i went to school for a semester and did´nt want to return for the second. i just hate routine i really do i hate getting up every morning to go to work and then coming home tired and feeling the same way everyday. i really need to do something with my life i just don´t know exactly what. i am having a hard time figuring out what i want to do with my self. all i know is that i love dealing with people and i love the arts. i feel so lost and confused.i want to do something that gives me self satisfaction like helping kids or teaching someone something. i want to have a purpose. i get so frustrated doing the same thing, seeing the same thing ,feeling the same way. i want to go to bed every night thinking to myself wow i helped that person in one way or another. i just want to get away and travel , to see new things experience new things and feel that i am at my full potentil. as cheesy as it may sound i rather crave excitment in my life and i feel that it is sometimes boring or dull. i feel that i am capable of doing so much more with my life then what i am doing know but i dont know what? any advice would be greatly appreciated.
on a more positive note i went to my aunts house on my birthday and we had cake and played card games and dominoes into the wee hours. it was actually alot of fun. then on sunday i was at the beach all day with my cousins we had cocktales and went swimmimg and then played in the sand. you know that feeling that you get when your somewhere and you feel at total ease or peace like no worries in the world thats how i felt ,like a kid again. but now i am a tint lighter then a tomatoe and in much pain. but with every great moment there is sorrow or something like that. i love that saying.
happy forth of july everbody love ya evelyn
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