You can have it your way
how do you want it??
     - -Candy Shop*50 Cent

I got the shakes that'll make you quake. I got the fries that will cross your eyes. I got the burgers that.. will.. I just got burgers."
-The Longest Yard

just another lovely rainy day...

 

..soccer practice tomorrow. im really tired...uGh. (( however, lauren had fun yesterday..maybe it will be fun tomorrow too. because it was urr . . .interesting last month )) all ive done today is clean and stuff. keith's home. yeahhhhhh life is really boring. lol. not to mention, it was so weird not waking up rickey today....

we can chill all day && still end up talking on the phone all night. you`ll never see one of us without the other ;; wear cute outfit; he`ll smile && call youu me slut ;; pick up a cookie && he`ll tell me to put it down and to look at my butt. we can laugh until we cry even though it isn`t all that funny ;; we`re best friends forever && we will alwaysstick together.

 

went to rickeys...went to marcus's ball game...went back to rickeys...came home. im really tired though, rickey wore me out after two days [[ he has too much energy, runs around that house all day ]]...

 

well im going to get a shower, lay around...talk on da` phone then sleeping. heh..rickeys going to get an extended version of the PDA lecture tonight from..rick. uh-oh. well, im glad that mom is super fabulous..haha im not saying what the convo was about exactly but she was like "havent i taught you better?" and im like "mom! i just kissed him i swear" and shes like "well nah duh kaitlyn, i meant...not when the kids are around.. you get parents all over your case if they tell you"

 

im laughing my ass off at that point...

i`ve always avoided fights. i make jokes instead. i tell people what they want
to hear; just to avoid confrontation. i pretend to want things i don`t want and
i pretend not to want things i do want. no one gets hurt except me. the lines
are so crossed and blurred at this point that i don`t know what i want. i just
know that i want it to be easier..

when he kisses youu he isn`t doing anything else; you`re his whole universe
and the moment is eternal because he doesn`t have any plans and isn`t going
anywhere; just kissing you and it`s overwhelming.

     

wow. i REALLY really wanted that first shirt...but daddy wouldnt spend that much on it....especially since it implied...urr drinking. which is very bad. yo, i gotta fake ID tho (( rmbr...the song? mmkay ))

 

 

well today was fun...went to rickeys (( woke up later than i usually do to go, so thats good lol ))... they were going to paint...but angie played 36 holes of golf yesterday so they were waiting til this weekend (( i think i get to help yay! )) not to mention....

 

im going there tomorrow. might be going to wetlands with them friday if they decide to go..and possibly the lake sometime. love spending time with them!! anyways im tired so..im gonna go and talk to rickey some..then sleep later. im going to be drained by the end of tomorrow... two days in a row. angie owns.

 

[[ pssst. kaleb called while i was at rickeys...and rickey picked up and was like "hello" then i dunno what kaleb said and rickeys like "stop callin my womans phone" and hung up..then he calls back and rickey talks for a second..and was like "well wanna talk to kaitlyn?" and kaleb told him yes and hes like "too bad!!" hung up and kaleb sent me a text that he hated me lol. and rickeys like "nobody says they hate my woman. thats my baby you talkin bout." i was crackin up.... ]]