| July 15- July 31. the worst two fucking weeks of my life. thank god thats over
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| well not much has changed since that last entry. i feel terrible now too. derek went away for the weekend to do his pepsi job. all last night (friday) and all of today (saturday) i was worried. i feel like im annoying him because i call a lot and he doesn't call me back when he says he will (whenever hes done doing something). and theres usually someone or some people yelling in the background. his drunk room mates. 2 other boys in dereks room and there were 2 girls on the trip too. dont ask why but i will always have stupid jealousy issues. plus i thought he was mad at me when i dropped him off and .. =\ i'm doing it to myself. i think i'm picking him up tomorrow at 2 or 3, something like that. i did nothing at all productive today. i know i have reading and shit to do, but i can't even force myself to do it. this next week i think i'm going to be working a few extra days, which is good. plus its in the morning.
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| today = 17 months
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i loved that day
tomorrows weather is predicted to be rainy. but saturday is supposed to be sunny and 70, which is very good. i hate it when the every day of the weekend had gross weather. hopefully, i will be spending some/most part of friday, saturday and sunday with derek. considering the past two weeks, i have barely seen him. i'm excited for next week because i get to go in late everyday which will make that week go by fast and that brings us closer to the end of the year. =)
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| i am missing him terribly...
this week sucks. i hope fridays turns out |
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