Currently Listening The Sea see related

this isn't just goodbye ;;

this is i can't stand you.

it's a long story.  don't ask.  aaron knows.  but yeah, its a song my Plus Forty Four. Don't think about it too much.

if you would listen, if i could say anything, i would tell you...

Counting down all of the hours I've spent here drowning in all of your lies, dear. I wish that I could have been warned.
So I'll tell them to steer clear of you. 
To warn them and let them all know what's in store, to let them all know what's in store.
I can't tell you how much I'd love to take back every word I said.
You gave me every reason to ignore the lies you fed me then.
And I'm so sorry dear, I must escape before you suffocate me.
So I waited patiently as long as I could.
Fought so hard for a boy, that I loved, but who later turned out to be someone I hardly knew.

-the scene aesthetic

 [i wish i could have been warned.]

-anyways-

on a better note....

Justin & Claire

got engaged!

yes, i am extatic. that means i am FINALLY gonna have a sister.

but that's pretty much it. OH && KYLE SAVED MY LIFE. yes. i love him.

anyhoo--- COMMENT ME. i love you guys.

Currently Listening We Don't Need to Whisper By Angels and Airwaves Just Do It For Me Now see related

summer has been wonderful.

i can't believe its almost over.

memories [ i wouldn't trade them for anything ] ;;

aaron driving my car everywhere and breaking it. grr.  going ot canada with my family.  rachel and i being abandoned in a random apartment.  aaron locking his keys in his car [idiot].  about last night concerts.  talking on the phone all hours of the night.  me and lindsey's random nights together.   going to the park .  painting with lauren all night.   going to wild river country once.   counseling at camp caudle and meeting the most amazing people ever.   being in a totally disgusting food fight.  the giant slip n slide.  me and rachel's walmart runs[twice in one night].  andy and i telling our "sneek out" stories.  morning mantra.  random trips to auj's.  going to beef's.   when me and harrison discovered that we both had a love for cartel and other amazing music.   "hanging out" with aaron, charlie, and fabian.   being scared to death several times in a graveyard[campcaudle-thanx to harrison,the only one that didnt decieve me].   so you think you can dance.   babysitting the most wonderful little boy in the world, brandon.  aaron and i rolling mattie.   spending the night with brittany randomly.   making fun of traci.   me and justin's random adventures.   girl's nights.   riding to UCA with kyle and jacob.   movie nights with andy.   meeting people that live in cabot.   fighting with kyle about music.   talking to travis and aaron on three way.   going to vino's with aaron,lindsey,and billie.    eating pita chips with rachel.   breaking my curfew almost every night[thanks to aaron,faggot].   kid gib.  shopping with aaron.  playing with jinx and peaches.  most of all being with the most amazing people in the world.  and so so many more...

how could i forget Jinx... aka Kitty.  && random hugs with Mitchy at Juanita's

i love all of you. you mean the world to me.

love;; erin

Currently Listening Define the Great Line (CD & DVD) By Underoath see related

        i found you        

 Y MS. NEW BOOTY Y

booty booty booty

 ROCKiN EVERYWHERE

get it right get it right get it tight

Y my best friend. Y

Y star & diva Y

Y my twin Y

Y my love. Y

Y i miss them. Y

Y my godiva. Y

Y lindsey loo Y

Y shelley and auj. Y

Y tessy and ecakes. Y

Y magic stick Y

Y miss simmons. the best art teacher ever. Y

Y taylor and aaron. the best. Y

Y my Angel.    r.i.p. Y

comment. kthanx.

i love you.

onetwothreeEDiTfourfivesix ;;

i just got back from camp. rawr. hard work being a counselor. but it was so fun. i met amazing people that touched my heart in so many ways.

mikki harrison anna austin angel andy laura april tammy

i miss them.

alreadyyy.

i am talking to aaron right now. i missed him.

Currently Listening Things Aren't So Beautiful Now By A Thorn for Every Heart see related

Ybecause my heart and my hopes are in your hands...  

~ I wish my life was this song...because songs, they never die. I could write for years and years and never have to cry. I’d show you how I feel with out saying a word.  I could wrap up both are hearts, I know it sounds absurd.  ...the way that i feel tonight, so down so down. I pray I can swim just so I wont drown and the waves that crash over me I am gasping for air take my hand so i can breath as i write this last song down.

            

my photography~

song:    a thorn for every heart h things aren't so beautiful now part 2

Yr.i.p. tiffany -- 2/15/06 Y

Currently Listening Heroine By From First to Last heroine see related

 Yhi lovely Y

hello everyone. i have been so busy with school and stuff its so hectic. i am so ready for spring break...just one more week. i am going to San Antonio with my family and Lauren is coming with me...yay.

              /  // it really starts to hurt
when I start pretending that it doesn't.//

so i think about everything that has gone on and it hurts. my heart hurts so bad. i miss tiffany. but i am getting through it. i have learned a few things from all this;; and that is: life is so temporary. everything you think about, everything you worry about, everything you stress over, everyone you love can be gone in a second. like that. its so scary, it scares me. but i have come to realize that this life is nothing compared to what God has in store for us. i look forward to that...i cant wait to see all those who have left before us. i find myself thinking about her all the time. i still dont believe it. its just so hard to grasp. i have never been so low in my life. its just so hard....but there is only one way to go from here...UP. and with prayer and God on my side, thats where i intend to go.

i love you tiffany.//r.i.p. 12/17/87--2/15/06

you have five minutes to wallow in the delicious misery;; enjoy it, embrace it, discard it, and proceed...    --Elizabethtown

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song:  charity // / waking ashland

x y z EDiT x y z    

ugh. someone hit my car today. reaer ended...the damage is semi-bad. i had just picked it up from the shop 20 minutes before ((from the previous wreck)) ...so yes this is my 3rd wreck in a month and a half. GAH. my life just keeps getting worse. i know acidents happen and i have accepted that...but i am just so aggrivated and i feel a ton of grief and dissappointment. well...i am glad i have friends...and GOD! i have found myself praying alot lately...i guess i almost feel like God is the only one who cares anymore.........          

Ylistening to: playist on my iPOD:

 * waking ashland * rogue wave * from first to last * brand new * the spill canvas * james blunt * chiodos * daphne loves derby * stars * youth group * mazzy star * about last night * cartel * ivy * kendall payne * cary brothers * teiture * underoath * thirteen senses * secondhand serenade *

      Yerin michele

i am numb from all the heartbreak, pain is what i know.