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Name: Isatta
Country: Sierra Leone
Birthday: 10/29/1929
Gender: Female
Interests: anything that ends with "ing"
Expertise: None that I'm aware of those who know me will probably say being retarded.
Occupation: Legal
Industry: Business
Message: message me
AIM:  Isababy123
Yahoo:  lovejrt2001
Member Since:
7/9/2004
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| What do I do!So...I've been letting myself get into relationships with guys I really dont want to go out with for the longest time now ever since Jae and I broke up and it's like my feelings are like catching up with me because i sit down watching tv and ill start crying and its like wtf because i thought i was over him... i mean I never thought i'd feel this much pain over a guy but i do and it seems like all the guys ive gone out with since him i compare them, that probably explains why I dump them before we even start getting serious, but i can't keep doing this to myself i cant take thinking about him anymore and wondering if he's ok and wndering if hes alive...I mean he tried to purposely hurt me just to break up with me so obviously he doesnt want me but I can't handle the feeling of rejection, especially for someone who i let myself fall for, i opened up and i let myself get hurt and all these guys aren't fixing anything, if anything they make me feel worse about myself because i know i'm only using them...wtf is wrong with me, i dont know how i could do that to people when i know what it feels like, i mean after all this i sit at home and just get these thoughts of like cutting again but i can't do that to myself anymore, I know he doesn't care about me anymore but i swore to jae that i'd stop, i just dont know what to do with myself right now that's all... | | |
| 1 quick question, y do people think i like them. A lot of the time when i insult people im usually around like 24/7 i like u, but if u have to aknowledge(wrong spelling) me first chances are, I don't like u. If i give u a nasty look when i bitch u out chances r I dont like u, If I insult u and don't laugh with u chances are i dont like u, if u fall hit ur head and start bleeding to death, chances are... yup u guessed it I DON'T FUCKING LIKE YOU! thanks that will be all.
love Isatta
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| Ya so i am now back from tha dead, aka away from internet access of any kind. I miss all my friends from albright, sorry if i don't call all of you. But i bet ya'll will all forgive me anyway because im that lovable. Okay enough of the bullshit. Elsik's really kool and its not cuz i go there hehehe jay n i r over, damir got much much much sexier. WHO KNEW?! lol im in the middle of making a split decision right now cuz i gots two guys who want me... yes me I feel special. Okay im gonna go now i love ya'll bye. | | |
| this is the xanga im using again. A bitch many people know as laleh "dick sucker" Afshar changed my password to my old xanga and wont tell me what it is. so for everyone important this is the new one. So i just got back from my vacation during my vacation. i went to williamsburg,VA. we went to busch gardens and water country USA, we stayed in a hotel for three days. It was all good till i heard loly was starting shit again. Im going back to Houston on August 4th. Loly if ur reading this we are no longer friends, by the way, when u wanna lie, make sure ur lies are convincing or at least lie to ppl u dont like. And for further references ur a fucking dumbass who needs to learn to shut the fuck up. No matter what u say or do u can'r silence me bitch! | | |
| To My Pplz
* Kevin-If only I could tell u how i feel about u, but I can't it'll spoil things
* Stoner- Best friend a girl could ever have love you.
* Kj- U're an airhead but u can be cool most times.
* Kemah- TY for always slappin me and givin me good lectures when I got too crazy.
* Joseph- I still love you 2
* All the assholes at Albright I hate you
* P Jay- BFF for Life | | |
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