WHY

DO I always run out of time.
AM I always with the right person, right place but WRONG TIMING.
DO EVERYTIME I LEAVE TORONTO I MISS IT.

I DONT WANT TO LOOSE THIS TIME, I DONT WANT TO LOOSE ANYMORE.

I'm hopeless, and helpless.

God -I am too afraid to believe in you, but I still hope you can hear me.

April 20

How can I not breakdown?

How can I live a life when everyone turns their back on you, when everything doesn't go your way
and you'll loose until you've got nothing left to loose?

I was so ready, so determind.
Without any second thoughts, I have my goals, I have my dreams.
Luck is when preparation meets opportunity,

and opportunity has abandoned me for such a long time that it has completely forgotten about me.

I would have loved Toronto, if only my grandparents were around.
I could have loved Branksome, if only friends treated me wholeheartly.

I would have carried a happy face, if only I enjoyed life.

"你無事嘛?"明知我有事.

過去的四十八小時我魂遊太空.
切身體會的無援,無助和無奈
每次崩潰總有人慷慨給我遞上紙巾,卻永無人為我抹眼淚.
我也不過一個普通女孩要人寵要人疼
悲痛欲絕,卻沒有哭.

我信你比我信自己有過之而無不及
你殺死了我對你的信任,謀殺了我們的友誼

我嘲笑自己的命連,又為我的不幸哀哭
又哭又笑,心力交瘁.

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Yo and I wanted some sunshine and beach..so we just...

 
nothing can be hotter than this..i suppose..lmao

 
HUGE boobies alert OMFG hate you.

 
the insanity goes on..lol yo u're probably right i look kinda naked in that pic..

i love you.

i want to be back=/i miss TO.

we're twins, take that

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假惺惺假仁假義其實我也習以為常
香港人專長
至少我認清你是誰
好玩嘛?爽吧.
我非常慶幸他沒選擇你
但我討厭自己瞎著眼的信你

好自為之.