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why is it blank??
because hoperfully if i get a new lyt on

i'm switching over to my new xanga. =)

heyy everybody!! how's it going?? blah..i haven't really been in the mood lately....i'm so...depressive/negative.....apparently it's because of midterms..i didn't figure this out until i was on the phone crying to kayla tonite...=)

oh well....i hate pressure...and apparently i crack well under pressure. =\ maybe sometimes i guess....but yea my hs is very pressuring for everyone to be perfect....i mean i don't really want to go to college but than i tell myself i don't want to be like the majority of people i know.....if anything i'll probably be a children's doctor...i mean doctor's pay well...and with children it's less bloodwork as in HEART SURGERY lol.....*twitch* i hate blood...lol.

i mean if i get a good job..at least i can provide well for myself and possibly a family??? somehow i doubt i'm going to get married and have children but once again...WHATEVER!! =\

so yea...i got a new xanga!! ^_^ but i'm not telling anyone the name till i get a layout {{that i made}} on there that i like!! gr..it's kinda hard when i'm so picky.....i think i have some disorder...maybe i should  be tested for ADD or OCD again or all the other Dee Dee Dee's they have today....=P

HAPPY 2006!!!!!! =)

what's so happy about it though??? one less year to live of my life. =) yay that's fun!!...so lindsay slept over....we got like 2 hours of sleep lol....hm because someone was hot during the night and we had to take all the damn covers off....hah. whatever

the shadow puppets were insanely funny apparently.

crap. i hafto do the rest of my homework...i hafto answer 40 questions on beowulf and english....-.-.....i hate ms. olson.....

awww i miss xmas.....only because that would give me a longer time to NOT go to school.....i just remembered that i hafto answer like....40 questions for school....when we come back.....stupid beowulf...I CANT CONCENTRATE WITH THAT DAMN BOOK!!! meaning....i hafto do my homework and me and kayla hafto work on our projekt again soon because school starts in 4 days.....=(

while i have an emotional pressured breakdown...=) i'll show you a piccie of my cute lil cousins at xmass....its a lil distorted because imageshack now has a crappy resizer..

soooo whats up with everyone??? i am extremely bored...why does condensed soup always make me feel like i ate something really fat and salty...???? maybe cuz it is basically salt....=P

i finished my books already!! gr...now i have nothing to do...unless of course i wanna play the sims but that requires too much brainwork rite now and i couldn't afford that...=)

i saw mr. and mrs. smith..... i personally don't get what all the hypes about...i love angie and all but.......yea..the movie...was....yea....can't explain...so i'll leave it at this..i didn't like it too much. =)

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ello!! new lyt obviously...^_^ hope you like...i'll prolly get rid of the flower in the corner though hah