i miss myka i wish i could make her feel better... but she only has 15 minutes on the phone a day n thats for her n nick.... so much shit is happening.... im trying to b happy, but its just so hard... im not cutting nemore but i need to find a new way to get my feelings out... if i write poems like i used to it seems like im still depressed, but im really not thinking that i think of my past... at least i dont think i think like that

Je pleure moi-même dormir(i cry myself to sleep)

Larmes rouge (red tears)

Effraye pour vivre (afraid to live)

do you really no me? do i even no myself?

I know I'm not perfect.. But you make me want to be..