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Name: michelle
Country: United States
State: New York
Metro: Queens
Birthday: 8/26/1990
Gender: Female
Interests: my german/spanish trini peoplz,rock music or anythin good u can throw @ me,hangin out wit my friendz &bein stupid wit my friends,flirtin,goin on my labtop,playin wit my flippie cellie,bein random
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
AIM:  whozhere4ualwayz
MSN: msrock90
Yahoo:  eggzrock90
Member Since:
2/4/2005
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| Wow I completely forgot xanga existed till I got an email saying 2 of
my friends posted new blogs. It's funny too because xanga was way
before myspace and facebook. OMG It is so weird reading some of my past blogs. Well since my last blog in 2005 things have changed. I'm now a senior at Cardozo bout to graduate and get ready for Adelphi University, to pursue a career in nursing. Yea I actually made it through high school and got out of my emo stage since my last entry. In my last entry I was also getting ready to start a new relationship with my 1st boyfriend and since then I've gone through 3. Now I've met the best boyfriend ever possibly~ Eric Yu 4/20/07<3 and we just celebrated our 1 YR yesterday. Um lets see I still hang out with Eggz obviously, we were meant to be friends since the womb derr. I don't feel me and Illona are as close as we used to be, and I really hope college does not drag us apart further, cuz she is going crazy with the pharmacy program. I have a really close guy friend though, Frank DeStefano and I can tell him anything. He watches over me too, like making sure I didn't get drunk at his bbq the other day LOL and not judging my faults. I'm getting ready to drive and possible dorm soon. Hmm I don't know what else to say. I'm just trying to find myself and confused bout whether I'm ready for my life to go on. Maybe I'll update sooner and not in a couple of yrs. Till then
~ Michelle Rock
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| sum people r so fuckin fake sumtimes.itz like u dink u kno em n then they stab u in da back or leave u
Quote: Standing in a crowded room but why do I still feel alone
You hide lonlieness. You feel as if no one is there even if someone is right there talking to you. You think that they don't know or understand the real you. People seem to shun you out and ignore you because they don't notice you a lot since you keep to yourself. People don't see all you want is someone to notice you the real you. Someone to stay by yourside and be with you so that you are not alone. You feel as if you will be alone forever. You wonder why everyone ignores you. So you think that there must be something wrong with you. And you begin to hate yourself. You try and change but that didn't do anything they still don't seem to care or they notice you but you still can't help but feel alone. Don't worry I know how that feels. You have to wait for a day when you find someone worth your love. Because the love you've kept inside will prove its worth then. One day you'll find someone. You just have to be willing to wait and if you do your reward will be great | | |
| hmm.. letz c 2day illona came over.we called Jennifer,but nobody wuz there.shez probably out wit alyssa.anyway back 2 illona,pigged out on halloween candy.she got really hyper as always n she started humping the door.i dink Jason possessed her body cuz she neva has done tat in my 6 years of noein her.omfg when i asked jason wat he wanted for his b-day he wuz like BIRTHDAY SEX!!!n started dry humpin me.i always have fun wit illona cuz shes a unique crazy person 2 b around n is not afraid 2 tell u shit 2 ur face
EDITZ 11/09/05
i'm so confused rite now i dunno wat 2 think.do i wanna take dis thing further or jus stay where i am n not worry bout anythin?illona n dani r da only people tat really noe bout dis i dunno if i'll explain da whole situation but i.m me if u really wanna noe or help me.i do need advice on where 2 go but in da end itz all up 2 me 2 deal wit dis | | |
| o ya 2day wuz fun.i didn't really wear a costume dis year,i jus wore my ozzy shirt n people kept givin me da rock hand like when i normally wear it.a lot of people i saw were slash from guns n roses.Afta skool my mom picked me up n dropped me n my lil sis by eggz house in glen oaks.i met her friend who i can't remember n then later on we met up wit dani(her sweet 16 wuz 2day),yvette,jenny,alex,n rendell.omg eggz bro wuz a whoppie cushion n these guys kept sayin we want sum whoppie .it wuz kool cuz we found a shopping cart n well u noe how crazy we get..but omg it wuz so funny when da lil girl wuz like we don't got no more candy,n then i wuz like can we take u n da lil girl ran behind her mom crying hehe.then dani,alex,yvette,n jenny split.so it wuz jus me,eggz,rendell,da other girl,n my lil sis.we stole a pumpkin n got popcorn balls,then we went 2 eggz house all exhausted n hung out in front.my mom got kinda pissed cuz she saw me sittin on Rendell.o wellz got 2 finish gay ass h.w.hope every1 else had fun | | |
| wow yesterday was so much fun.i haven't had that much fun 4 a long time,n i have been kinda bitchy ova sumthin lately so i needed it.me n illona met jennifer @ parsons,n then we went to go rent saved! which wuz funny.DE-GAY-IFICATION!n then richard n nick came ova,cuz me n illona really wanted to see them .we hung out in jennifers room n listened 2 sum funny shit.then we went 2 da park n they played handball.n illona had 2 pee again.we went 2 go da pizza place n illona n jennifer spotted really HOT skater boys.n rich n nick were jus like w/e.then we went back 2 jennifer's house n watched stuff off her video camera which wuz REALLY funny n nick wuz readin sum poems n it wuz so funny.HAPPY VOICE: n then i cut my wrists!c how descriptive i am-if only my college writing teacher cood c dis.o n finally sum1 else dinks da pissin ur pants part from seed of chucky is funny | | |
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