I think my sister is very very pretty (:

& now I just need some fucking sleep.

You want to know what I want. You really want to know what I want right now. I want my life to be perfect. I want my life to be perfect just for ONCE. I want someone to assure me that everything is good and I am living above the line. I WANT TO LIVE ABOVE THE LINE. I think I NEED to live above the line.

FALL FOR YOU.

It was Jackie's last day in school on Friday :(

Wakeboarding at Ski360 on Friday with Annabel & Kim after school. It was so boring cos I just round & round. Got home and had dinner with Abel, Edmund n Annabel's parents. Watched Sex and the City on Bel's room and it was so fucking long but the clothes and set was amazing and Sarah Jessica Parker looked incredible. Kim & I fell asleep and Annabel & Edmund were making so much noise so we woke up and had MacDonald’s. Watched really gross shit on YouTube and Ms Swan (: Fell asleep at twoooo.

Met Jieming at Shaw and had brunch at Cenele(: It was delicious! Walked around town and went to taka and we started stealing people's food. haha. Had ice cream and got things from Art Friend. Went for dinner at Song of India to celebrate mom's and Auntie Cynthia's birthday and the food was delicious! Especially since I could eat mostly everything in my course but yeah the interior decor was beautiful too. There was this German lady belly dancing and it was rather awful.

Had ice cream at Cold Rock with Jieming on Sunday (: Walked around then had lunch at Crystal Jade and bought that honey thing (: Took a cab home and I slowly sinked into my bed and went to a far far away land.

EVERYTHING YOU WANTED

Had a swim at Jaya Tower after school on Tuesday with Lish & Jackie. It was fun till we played marco polo and I went to deep and I got a really block and I thot I was going to die cos it hurt like shit. So we got out and we climbed over to the other building to play with the swings and I almost fell off!

Met Lyn & Seraphina in town after dance on Thursday to get Jackie's IPod. We stood there for an hour trying to decide which cover to get her and we got her the transparent one in the end. & a pink iPod nano gen3! That crazy bitch gets an iPod for her birthday just because she's leaving. She would like to thank Tiffanie, Lynnette, Ilisha, Leon, Jon, BT, Kimberly, Jodie & Seraphina(: The card was hilarious cos' Lynnette wrote : " You better like our present because we're starving right now but we have no money " & IT WAS TRUE. Well Jackie, I hope you have an amazing school birthday and now that you have your own iPod you don't have to take mine anymore.... (: We put the cake in the locker and she didn't know till she walked pass and she screamed. Had a cake fight with Jackie, Jodie and Ilisha and my face still feels bloody gross and oily.

FASHION SHOW! It was amazing! The designs and everything was really pretty especially Hazel's and Erica's outfit. The music, dance, the runway and everything! Our performance was pretty alright, I messed up a couple of times but it was a success overall.

Tonight will be the night that I will fall

for you.

I bet he has the nerves to walk the floor

Went for rock climbing and it was fun. The intermediate people were doing yoga the WHOLE time it was so funny. Took a cab back to school with Kim and showered and stuff then cabbed to dads with Annabel & Jodie to have dinner and then cabbed to Clarke Quay. We went on the Reverse Bungy Swing first and I sat on the chair and I had to PUSH THE FUCKING lever button to release us. So we went ALL the way up to the tower and it was freaking high and I was too scared so we spent 10 minutes up there shouting at each other and they just kept telling me to push the lever but I couldn’t. So this was what happened:

“TIFFANIE JUST FUCKING PRESS THE BUTTON”

“FUCKING HELL. FUCK FUCK FUCK”

“TIFF PRESS IT NOW, I’M GOING TO DIE”

“I FUCKING HATE YOU FOR MAKING ME DO THIS”

“Jodie, are you crying? Why are you crying?”

“PRESS IT NOWWWWWW!”

“OK OK OK, I’m pressing it……!”

(This is where I fail to press it because it didn’t work)

Then it suddenly went all the way down, UNEXPECTEDLY

& then we died.

Bloody hell I had so much pressure on me! & no one else could press it cos no one else could reach it! It wasn’t scary though. I mean it was fun but not scary. Then Kim & Annabel went on the other one and they said it was fun fun fun. It was a surprise Andy still remembered us. Jodie went home and we took a cab to Annabel's house. We played Guess Who then Annabel's brother & Daniel came home and played video games so we tried playing cluedo but failed. We watched Liar Liar and the funniest thing happened. We went up and fell asleep while ANNABEL took so bloody long to bathe and she started taking pictures of us sleeping.

This whole tourist thing is so much fun.