Hey every body i am so so sos ossososososos mad!!! i left all of my poems at school. i wanted to put them in here but i'll put and old one that me and emily wrote together. it was our first poem ever so ya!
I feel the pain
Its building up inside
Like a never ending suicide
I need u here
Standing next to me
Since ur not
Its driving me crazy
I wish I could feel
The warnth of ur hand
We could live
In our own wounderland
And since we can't its hard to survive
Like a never ending suicide
I think of u in my sleep
A fantasy I can not keep
I picture, you and me
Thats how it should be
Its hard to understand
How much I have cried
Like a never ending suicide
I walk by
I see u with her
Its a sight I can not bare
It seems as if u no longer care
Now I wish that I could die
Maybe I should try suicide
Do you know what it's like
To hold a gun to your head
Or get some pills to overdose
And wish that you were dead?
Have you ever broken glass
To slice open your arm
Or tried to find something
That could cause yourself some harm?
And if for some strange reason
You got the urge to die
Do you think that on a busy street
You'd watch the cars drive by?
Sure, if you had a reason
It would be the thing to do
But what if for no reason
The thought came over you?
Of course you wouldn't understand
How I could think that way
But it's something I must go through
As I struggle through each day.
  
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have you ever took a knife
been so pissed
that you wanted to end your life
have a blade in my hand resting on your wrist
sit there praying for the courage to press
hard enough, so I won't have to see you again
just sit there in a bloody mess
and laugh while you still can
sick, right?
maybe thats what you think, I just want to
stop the fight
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More poems Ya
i wish that i could understand
what my purpose is on land
i live, i die
i sit, i cry
i feel, i share
i love, i care.
do you want me like i want you?
you told me once, but im afraid thats not true.
you dont love me anymore
so i guess ill throw you through my door
you never wanted to be my friend.
you said our love would never end
but here i am, sitting alone
you dont even call me on the phone
we were in love, or so you said.
i guess i let that love just go to my head.
you lied, i sighed
i cried, i died
slowly but surly i fade away
and you will sit there until another day
you wont care that i dissapear.
so ill cut myself as i let out a tear.
you dont understand, never did, never will.
i guess cutting was always just a thrill.
until this day, i was ok
you wont even know what to say
this time your wrong, im right
and you have to look at this awful sight.
with blood on my arms, all down to my feet.
the blood on my pillows, the blood on my sheets.
now this will end, it will last no more.
so now my dead body, lays on your floor.
©choked_by_a_knife
belive this is real...
u dont see it do you
these feelings deeply and true
oh no its not love
its not from sent above
the pain hidden beneathe
its getting hard to breathe
suffocated by the pain
i want to turn away again
but this pain is getting bad
making me beyond sad
i dont know what to do
can you help me through...
if i tell you how i feel
would you believe this is real?
©bleeding rose
wish the stars upon your death
the last remaining flight of breath
has ceased behalf of mine own heart
desired lust spent well apart
i didn't want you not to be
with her and them, only me
but you don't feel as human way
across thin ice your night and day
the piece of me that you have stole
i want it back, i need that role
your blackened hands seem to spread
to hollow heart and mindless head
it's mine, my life, stealth enemy
you'll regret this theft, and you will see
that all the parts from she's you tore
what hell and pain this anquish for
so make your move, return my one
let my piece go, so mine is done
some days i wish i was dead
it's crazy
all the shit in side my head
save me
i may seem happy, it's pertend
it seems all i have thtas's real i sbad luck
sometimes i can't wait 'till the end
but i take those feelings and tuck
them deep inside
my already crammed mind
i wish i had a place to hide
get out of this word - so unkind!
{ hear | the offspring | self esteem }
{ feel | as if i cant go on }
It’s happening again.
The bile at the back of throat burns. I swallow it down and bite my bottom lip. My head feels like its cracking open, like an archeologist is trapped inside, chipping away at the bones of my skull. I lean back against the cold ceramic wall tiles and try to hold it all together – the puking, the headaches, the nightmares, my sanity.
my world is falling apart.
hello again. im back frum vegas. i had a great time. i went on a rollercoaster at new yorknew york..that was painful. i swam.....a lot and i have a very nice tan! i saw a watershow. i stayed at mandalay bay. it was great.
{ hear | the used | take it away }
i learned today that my grandpa is dying. i hate death. if he wants to i think he’ll make it. its all so confusing .b.l.a.h.
im also worried about a friend. shes suicidal but its not her fault she has like depression crap.
{ hear |nine inch nails | closer }
i dont feel like typing anymore. but i wanna show some poems my friend wrote.
*smoke sum dope fuck a guy man i wanna die
when i think of you and how you hurt me and how you tore my heart i want to blow my head apart
u sit there wit ur pretty face every thing in place actin like theres nothin wrong but i noe ur secret.
fuck im tired and i dont wanna type anymore.
©i_lOvE_mY_BikE_27
   
   
   
   
 
  
  
   
 
  
 
  
   
   
  
    
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but i'm over it now but i wrote this poem when he broke up with me tell me if its good
Emily and i went to the mall with my mom. i bought earings nail polish and shortys hoodie,lilu perfume,and a black tank for 4$! then my mom me alan and emily went to lenardi`s or how ever u spell it. Then my mom took me and emily to my house and then we went to jakes to c if he was home and he was and we went to jungie and messed around it was fun. then he had to go home befor he got in trouble and now i'm riting this so ya bye
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