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I'm tired of rumors starting
I'm sick of being followed
I'm tired of people lying
Saying what they want about me
Why can't they back up off me
Why can't they let me live
I'm gonna do it my way
Take this for just what it is
 
I decide, how I live
I decide, who i love
choice is mine and no one gets to make my mind up 
I decide
I decide where I go, where I sleep, who I know 
I'm the one who's running my life
I decide, I decide

I'm taking my own chances
I'm finding my own answers
I'm only answering to me
and that's the way it's gonna be
I decide 
Ohh yeah yeah 
I decide
I decide
I have seen peace. I have seen pain,
Resting on the shoulders of your name.
Do you see the truth through all their lies?
Do you see the world through troubled eyes?
And if you want to talk about it anymore,
Lie here on the floor and cry on my shoulder,
I'm a friend.
I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.
Where is your heart, cause I don't really feel you 
Where is your heart, what I really want is to believe you 
Is it so hard to give me what I need 
I want your heart to bleed, that's all I'm asking for, oh
Where is your heart
Because of you 
I never stray too far from the sidewalk 
Because of you 
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt 
Because of you 
I find it hard to trust 
Not only me, but everyone around me 
Because of you 
I am afraid 
 
ele 

here's an update on the past few days.

slept.

ate.

shop online for some victoria secret clothing. (:

exercised a little.

slept a lot.

studied a little.

visited UBC at canadian embassy.

ate a lot.

now. i need to.

sleep more.

study more

eat less

exercise more

study more

prepare for my daddy's birthday( this friday)

bake a cake. make nice chocolates for him.

tidy up my room.

study more.

think of what i should get for waffy (birthday) something green that is.

i realized my cousin has the same birthday as the pope. just 68 years apart.

i wonder who shares my birthday besides glen lee and that tennis player with a buck tooth.  

i should go find out. at the mean time. im just gonna go study, and brush up on my biology. two essays to be written when we get back.

oh btw. i had this weird dream. i dreamt leon quek and his gf got married and had really cute babies as in really cute.

and this other random couple, which are not together now.but apparently, they got married in my dream and lived till they had wrinkles. not gonna say who. hahaa. dont wanna get hacked into pieces. ask me if you wanna find out.

hey its just a dream!

ok. my dreams do come true.