Hello, its been about.. well forever. I know i must have lost all my readers, but i guess it happens when you leave somewhere, thinking it will help. Nothing to big has been happening around here in the city, typical everyday crap happens. Toni is going to be comming Friday to the city, how happy i am to see her, if u want to check out her site its.. http://www.xanga.com/lonelyblueduck .. i know her in person yes, shes wonderful. She lives on the island tho. Shes been going threw some pretty bad stuff since i last blogged, im gunna help her out.

Work is alright, long, just like this blog, and boring my classes are doing well, and im real glad they didnt go on strike other wise, i would be rideless to work. My paintings have been alright, im gunna do a picture of toni.. make her a fairy in a painting, it will be beautiful.. hope everyone has a great Christmas and such.

emily

it has been while. i know. im going to try adn catch up. i am really only blogging because toni forced me to. She is on the phone with me right now as my fingers type. heh. We hung ouy like last week sometime, i came to long island again since it was a really weird week here in NY, we had fun, we went to lazor tag, lol like the 13 yr olds USA then there was me and toni the two older  girls haha we fit right in ah toni? then we went to checks to eat, and the worker there asked toni if she'd like a job and she goes " So you think, because you think im good looking, im gunna work at a fast food resturant with you" weird, she lives in a weird town. I seen caitie and well she was beautiful as ever like always. I swear, hanging out with her and toni gets me lots-o-guys. mwhaha, anywhoo, i do have work tomorrow darn coffee shop, out

emily

hey everyone

  Well today was a super day. Toni has decided to let me in on her life out on LI, and bring over her friend Caitie next time she comes. I've met her a few times, she seems really sweet, and boy does Toni have gorgeous friends, just like herself. Im really excited to see Toni, its been a little while, and she is so dear to me.

Well, I remember the last time me, Caitie and Toni hung out. It was a few months ago actually.  A bit of a chilly day in June,  we took a walk down to the beach to watch the sunset over the ocean. I went to go get us some drinks and when I came back of course they had happened to meet a group of skater boys. You could tell they were just looking for a little action, but Caitie was fine with that and her and Jason took a walk, but Toni as usual always searching for that perfect guy turned down their offer of free sex on the beach to stay with me while Caitie trotted away. After a few harsh comments were exchanged between Toni and the boys,  they went their way, and we decided to take a swim for the hell of it. What a bad idea that was! We decided we should just run in since we knew we would back out if we inched in slowly, and boy was it freezing! We ran out about 5 minutes later, teeth chattering, rolling in the sand for warmth,  to find Caitie strolling down the beach with huge ass grin on her face. Jason and her parted and we decided to jump into my car to get a quick bite at the diner. Of course having two crazy long island girls at the diner was lots of fun. They had jukeboxes at the tables in the diner, so we threw in a fifty cents and put on Elvis. Immediatly the king  of rock and roll riled the girls up and we were dancing around the table. I know, its not the most appropriate thing to do in a diner, or at our ages but sometimes you just gotta let that inner child out! haha. Well Im going to go now. Love you all so much!

         Emily

Could u imagine, sitting somewhere, with a sky like this, with someone you love. Completely alone, Just u and them. I think something like this, would bring two people closer, i could be wrong., but in my head, i find this right. I mean, think of anyone, ANYONE in this world, and picture u sitting there with a sky like this. It just makes everything right. The world, can be an ugly place, and dangerous, but it sure is beautiful. Once you found someone your inlove with, either they are here, or in China i dont know, just dont thing.. dont give up on them.. even if all else fails and you feel things are to hard, DONT give up.. people give up way to easy in life.. gotta stay strong

emily