| need someone to love me for my suddlities |
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| living one day at a time.trying not to let exams take over my life and embracing the minutes that pass by the day. ^^ |
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| i love waking up and what other ppl call ungodly hours of 6 or even 5 am. there is something ever so pleasant about it. makes you feel that your making much more out of your day. by getting a head start and rewarding yourself by sqeezing in a little more momentum in your life. ^^
* strange thing is at these "ungodly hours" i'm not in the need of a cup of coffee. |
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| somewhere along the way ppl have gotten to be cynical. we were once young and innocent children with no ulterior motives. these days it seems so hard to find ppl who are just kind hearted and do things just for good will. if it was just the case that it¡¦s difficult to find kind hearted ppl it wouldn¡¦t be a problem, what does create the problem is when ppl not only don¡¦t have a open heart but then begin to question the purest intent of others. you set out with open arms and give a willing hand, and then your motives and intents are questioned. an action done with a kind heart and no ulterior motive then becomes a weapon to be used against you to hurt you. how are you to respond back to a world like this? a world full of so much bitterness and pessimism that seem to counter you. after such an incident where an action of the purest intent is brought down into flames, even the once kind hearted ppl become discouraged at being who they are. what does this world really encourage and toward what path are we headed? |
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| i despise good works of art. all it creates fo me is pity and derision of myself for who i am not and the lack of motivation and thought within myself. for my lack period. it not only causes dissapointment in myself but for the society as well. how many people exist out there with not just moral integrity but a true spirit at life. we all try our best but at times what we think of our best. but it is what we think is our best. i guess all we can do is live our life constantinly challenging and confronting our causual idea of the best. sigh... sigh......... sigh................ huff.
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this work is still incredible and awe inspiring. yet it is a bit too extreme and too elistist. too complex to explain to those who haven't read this work. just wanted to make the point that i respect the philosophy in this work but in no way does it represent my beliefs. |
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