| Just got sexually violated by a 50 year old women. I want to FUCKING kill her. She grab my "you know what" when I was giving her medication and then wouldn't stop rubbing her breast afterwards. I want to fucking throw up and kill someone. 10 showers can't wash that out of me. FUCKING A.
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| GOD, I want my fucking Gamecube back. How hard is it anyway.
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| To Do ListSince no one reads xanga anymore, or at least no one I talk to. I think I am going to use this as my journal.
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I am a closer, I finish what I started. Here's a list of things I like to get done, in no particular order.
Run a Marathon (26.3 miles)
Teach myself enough piano to play a song
Finish watching the following TV show; lost, angel
Apologizes to her, even if it's too late.
Get my black belt, I am up to a green belt right now.
TBC....
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| Chapter 1: chasing shadowI am living in the memory from my past. To have good memory is both a gift and a curse.
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A year has past since we met at your birthday party, I remembered it as if it was yesterday.
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I remembered the sound of the trees, the smell of the winds, the touch of the sun and mostly, I remember your voice.
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It was a beautiful day, the sun was shinning down on the beautiful garden of Boston Common. The birds were singing in harmony with the beetles and even the bugs stop biting people for a day. it's hard to be in a bad mood on a day like this. I had just got off an interview and finished some paperwork for a temp agency.I had been unemployed for about a month and payments are coming in. Being unemployed is the horrible thing that can happen to me, at that point I was willing to do anything for a job. But somehow on a beautiful day like this took all my stress away. So I picked up the phone and I called Bao to see what she was up to. She is a girl I met in college who always seemed to have a lot of energy. She said in a goofy tone that she was surprised that I even call her anymore. We catch up for a little bit and she is going to a friend's birthday party. It was someone that I met once from college from a friend and that she is currently trying to figure out how to arrive early and help her friend. She had to pick up her boyfriend from work a couple of hours later. Her friend, the birthday girl, needed someone to drive her around to pick up some food for the party. For whatever reason, I decided to volunteer for Bao to became her friend's driver. So I took down her friend's address and drove to her house without even thinking. When I arrived at quincy I thought I was back in China. I had never seem so many asian people together before since I came to the U.S. After a couple of turns I arrived at the address that Bao gave me. The house itself is as ordinary as the other house on the block. What makes the house so special is how they decorate the front lawn. There were flowers surrounding the hosue as if it was supporting it. I called the number that Bao had given me and told the birthday girl that I had arrived. From a distance I could see a person opening the door and walk towards my car.
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It was at that moment I saw the most beautiful girl I have ever met.
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