Its my Bday Eve!!!!! im excited ..my bday is gonna be a whole lot of nothing lol but friday will be the night of my life...well itll be hard to contend with pledge night but damn skippy it ll be a night to remember ..with pictures...lol
im in a lyrics mood...i couldnt find any rele good songs for my mood but there are a few good lyrics just the same
"And I want to be known for my hits, not just my misses""I've Got A Dark Alley And A Bad Idea That Says You Should Shut Your Mouth (Summer Song)" Fallout Boy
I found the cure to growing older
And you're the only place that feels like home
Just so you know, you'll never know
And some secrets weren't meant to be told
But I found the cure to growing older
I'm the first kid to write of hearts, lies, and friends
And I am sorry my conscience called in sick again
And I've got arrogance down to a science
Oh, and I'm the first kid to write of hearts, lies, and friends"I Slept With Someone In Fall Out Boy And All I Got Was This Stupid Song Written About Me" Fallout Boy
You called me up last night in tears,
And said you missed me after all these years.
But, I've been waiting here so long,
I've gotten over it since you've been gone
You showed up at my door today
And said, "My friend, why do you push me away?"
Your life with him was just so dull,
But what we had was something wonderful"Where Have You Been?" Reel Big Fish
Home, is this the quiet place where you should be alone?
Is this where the tortured and the troubled find their own?
Hey, give me space so I can breathe
Give me space so I can sleep
Give me just one inch I swear that's all I'll need
"Space" Something Corporate
im so happy to live here and i love my life here ...i wish i never had to get older or grow up..i dont want anything to change ..ive seen alot of changes in alot of ppl ive known for a long time ..sometimes i wonder how much ive changed myself but everytime i meet new ppl they always think the same about me and i like it so i couldnt have changed that much...im almost 19 and thats crazy...like when youre litle every year you look forward to your bday because youre older and you get presents and a little party and all that jazz but when you get older you realize the things you do come with consequences and your descisions have weight...its so strange ...ill have a good birthday just the same with my financial backing, jello and a new play station 2 .. itll be fun no doubts i just wish i could stay 18 forever...not that it was the best year of my life..infact it was probly the worst but at the same time i had the opportunity to have the world in my hands.... i took it, i made choices that have either added or subtracted ppl from my life, and that has without a doubt opened a can of worms..yet at the end of the day i cant say my life is descent....scott gave me great advice the other day as well as a hug and it made me feel good but i wont say it here ... Komal loves my personality because i live for the moment and im optomistic (not idealistic mind you) and she says its refreshing.... college has really made me more accepting of people..like other peoples opinions and views..in that way i have changed and thats in a good way so im happy for that.. ppl here respect my opinion and beliefs and when people are willing to accept you, you find you are more willing to accept others...life is strange like that lol i used to be a closed minded conservative and now im more of a moderate conservative not that my beliefs have changed but theres just more shades of gray... i have it so good rite now...i wouldnt have picked anyone but dani to live with because she is so awsome...when im sad she writes me quotes that cheer me up, and i do the same for her ...we are both so busy i barely ever see her anymore and i miss her terribly but its great to say goodnight to someone and have them tell you to have sweet dreams ..i have two rooms because i practically live with my guys ...we say 5 ppl live in that room because its practically true...G Nico Wayne and Sara are my family here ..we talk about everything ..they make me feel like im home...in a few months ive joined both a sorority and a fraturnity...only about 25% of the student body is physically able to do that lol so i have brothers and sisters...my only problem is that i dont know who to pick as a big because its funny how usually you cant pick your family but i have a chance to do that..hell i have a chance to have a twin if i want ..i have to think some more on that...ppl keep asking if i want to go to med school... i dont know...its a cute suggestion ya know Dr Carpenter and such but i <3 engineering yea we dont get a title but the word is important enough to me ..my job makes me love life more ..but theres no rush to get there...im only 18 too soon to be 19 and then next year over the hill...i wanna sing the peter pan song about not growing up...itll never be beneth my dignity to climb a tree lol ..i wish i could have a bday and stay the same age..i dont want responsibility and i dont want to have to answer for my words and actions but its inevitable rite..its all part of growing up .. Happy Birthday Eve to me
lol wow its funny how you can spill your mind to a web page thats open to the world lol ...i have nothing to hide tho life is just knowing how to ask the rite questions | 