xanga's are fucking gay well not really but this one is

one thing i realized is that this thing is really a piece of shit

its dead im done with this whole xanga bullshit

i just realized my feelings for her never left......i have no idea if she will take me back. someone told me she still had feelings for me and i hope they were right.

everyday she is all i think about i am once again blinded by her beauty...she was perfect, she was all i wanted and when we were together its like i was in another world...

its a memory i know time

will never...

                                erase.......

well once again today.......yes jill once again........i did absolutely nothing! but today was a bit different.! you wanna know fucking why because i did nothing with a good god dam fucking smile on my face! :))))))))))))))))))))))))) can't you see the quadruple chinns!

no but anywayz i really did nothing i kinda sat around all day did a little more cleaning in my room sat in front of this god dam computer wasting my life away in front of a game......sang a bit and i just got back from a walk with my mother and my two sisters well lemme just tell you that was quite amusing... i think we may have disturbed the peace a bit but it was fun and i had a good time...really the only good time i had on this lovely piece of shit day in dullsville! :)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) :() but im still smiling damit!

laterzzzzzzzzzzzz

well yesterday was another boring day didn't do much except mow some more lawns..........seems thats the only interesting thing ive been doing lately.  oh but i went to my vocal teacher for my lesson and she wanted me to try to sing some josh groban and i started getting a little smart with her and i became an asshole but anyways sry helena! you know i love you,......but than i started to sing some of my opera pieces she has given me from past lessons and i just blurt them out like it was nothing so now i think and so does she, that i will be pretty much all opera! i think its sweet cause just opera to me is amazing music and it is so much easier on the voice than broadway cause broadway if for peopl with massive ranges who can scream and ruin their voice unlike me....

so i was just sitting on the computer yesterday and my mom was reading something from those stupid papers they throw on your lawn...ha i almost ran it over with the mower cause i hate them that much hahaha i have problems..... anywayz and there was something for the performing arts about some christmas show that i could try out for if that is what i wished...and my mom was like mine as well do it...so ill be trying out for that in a while but the bad thing is the lady who wrote is looking for more of an actor than a singer....pretty screws me into the ground considering i am a singer more than an actor...but i guess ill try out just for the hell of it...

ohh and i am now aclaiming myself to be MR. I don't make sense!