It's 11am. I've been at work for 3 hours so far and...I literally don't have work to do, unless I go through my referrals again. sigh.

anyhow, this is actually my first summer where I'm not doing anything. absolutely nothing except working. I'm looking outside through the balcony door and thinking if there's something i should be looking forward to this summer..and I really don't have anything.  I wish i can go somewhere out of Kali. . . like east coast or go on a long hiking trip in Iowa or something..something adventurous, you know?...

Maybe it would be different if I had a car. Yeah, maybe that's it! I feel stuck! 

I really don't know how ppl live without a car.

Arum & Sam's Wedding.







Cambodian Style wedding. Each table had a bottle of hennesy.
it wasn't even champagne. it was Hennesy. crazy.
I'd say Arum changed about 3 times maybe. Those cambodian dresses
are really pretty. We should've had a cambo wedding.

Anyhow, these past two weeks have been so hectic. VBS for 5 days and then 4th of
July week with guests over 3 days in a row with a wedding of 2 days. quite busy but
hopefully, things will get back to normal.
It's been a while since I've spent time with the Lord. Tom and I missed 2 wks of
bible study and it sure does make a huge difference when we don't do it. It just
shows how important it is to spend time in the Word, u know.

Our church is going through another transition. I've been attending Rohthem for two years
and this is the second transition i've been in.  It must be hard of those that's been there for years.
So I am anticipating for the moment when we settle down
with a structure that works and one that is practical.
I wonder, Why is that structure is so difficult? I mean, it doesn't seem
like it's that tough. You'd think if the number of members are quite small, then it wouldn't
be so hard. But it just is.

Well, I am glad that we've got a new freshman class that encourages me...that is strong in their
special way. seriously. I wish i was in their freshman class. If I could just subtract 5 years of my life..what if....hahaha..i'd never cut my hair short and dye my hair blond.