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Monday, June 06, 2005

Mon, 06 Jun 2005 18:32:14 GMT

Here's something i found- don't know who wrote it... but its so cute.. (some is cheesy, but oh well...lol)

I want a boy who will hold my hand and run in the rain with me, he will stop and hold me close then tell me, that I'm beautiful. I want a boy who wants me. I want a boy to kiss me when I'm crying and tell me everything will be all right, a boy who I know that when I'm with him, everything is all right,and even if I am crying and my make-up running he still loves me.I want a boy to hug me and whisper in my ear that I make him the happiest guy in the world, and he doesn't know what he would do without me.I want a boy to love me. I want a boy who will pay for me and buy me gifts even though he knows I don't want him to. He wont let me pay him back, even when I put the money back in his pocket, he will hand it back to me. I want a boy I know I can go to when I need to talk, a boy who knows when its time to listen, and when its time to hold me and make me feel better. I want a boy who gives me butterflies. I want a boy who calls me every five minutes just to say how much he misses me, a boy who will call in the middle of the night just to say he cares. I want a boy who will come over when I'm scared, or let me hold his hand in a scary movie because he wants me to feel safe. I want a boy that can make me laugh. I want a boy who can say something that any other person in the world wouldn't think was funny, but it makes me laugh so much I start crying. I want a boy that will take me to his house and just let me rest my head on his shoulder. I want a boy who isn't afraid to cry. I want a boy who, when he gets hurt, will let try so hard not to let it show in front of his friends, but then come to me and just let me take care of him, a boy who doesn't let people hurt me. I want a boy who will take me to the cheesiest restaurant ever, and we'll call it a romantic dinner. I want a boy who can make anything romantic, a boy who can tell me he loves me, no matter what. I want a boy to care so much that his friends know that he loves me more than anything, a boy who isn't scared to show his feelings for me to his friends. I want a boy who can tell me how pretty I am, even if I am in sweatpants, his t-shirt, my hair not done, and no make-up on. A boy who loves me no matter what I look like. I want a boy who is shy to show his feelings in public, yet still does, because he wants to show me to the world. I want a boy who will go on walks with me in the park, and hold my hand rain or shine. I want a boy who will get me ice-cream when I don't feel good, he'll know what flavor..he always does. I want a boy who cares for me so much, he doesn't even want to look at another girl, a boy who gets jealous when I look at another boy. I want a boy who I care for so much that I don't want to look at another boy. I want a boy who will show me to his family, and say mom, I love this girl, a boy who will come to my house and say, mom I love this girl. I want a boy I'm not afraid to show to my family, because I know how much they will love him. I want a boy who will call my parents his own, and let me call his parents my own. I want a boy who is smart. A boy who gets better grades than me, and then tells me I'm the smartest person he knows. I want a boy who can help me with my homework, and he will know exactly how to do it. I want a boy who will sing for me, even though he thinks he can't sing at all, a boy who will write me notes and every other few words is I love you. I want a boy who can make me smile like no one else can. A boy who can just look at me, and make me all warm and giggly, even if its 5° outside. I want a boy who will come over when it is 5° outside, just so he can hold me and make me warm and giggly. I want a boy who hugs me and kisses me, and cherishes me, just because he can. I want a boy who loves me for me, who treats me like the most special person he knows, and who wants me to be his forever. That's all I want.

Monday, June 06, 2005

Mon, 06 Jun 2005 01:27:50 GMT

so yes, today wasn't that exciting....

church... the band played for grad sunday... that was fun.. cuz i got to sing a SOLO! lol

came home.. did absolutely NOTHING... went out to eat at mcdonalds with the fam... not that exciting.. of all places, we chose mcdonalds.... it was pretty dirty there...

then came home, studied for math... yeah.. im clueless.. im gonna get seriously like a 50 on tomorrow's part of the final... but if i do really well on the rest, i think i can at least salvage a B... hopefully :-S....

yes, now here i sit.......

wait.. i must tell you an exciting story about what happened this morning!! i woke up and went to the bathroom...well, i went to flush.. and the water started to come out like it was supposed to.... and it didn't stop.... and the water didn't go down... so then it started spilling over the sides!! yes... pretty nasty i might say so myself.. but it was quite hilarious! it sure woke me up! lol... ok. .im done.. byebye!

~Betsy

Saturday, June 04, 2005

Sat, 04 Jun 2005 23:55:11 GMT

Adonai- by Avalon

One single drop of rain
Your salty tear became blue ocean
One tiny grain of sand turning in your hand
A world in motion

You're out beyond the furthest morning star
Close enough to hold me in your arms

Adonai
I lift up my heart and I cry
My Adonai
You are Maker of each moment
Father of my hope and freedom
Oh, my Adonai

One timid faithful knock
Resounds upon the Rock of Ages
One trembling heart and soul
Becomes a servant bold and courageous

You call across the mountains and the seas
I answer from the deepest part of me

From age to age you reign in majesty
And today you're making miracles in me

Saturday, June 04, 2005

Sat, 04 Jun 2005 16:40:01 GMT

well, since everyone is so into telling their feelings and being honest... let me be honest with all of you.. im not gonna post anything on here about anyone except nice and encouraging things Yes, everyone needs the truth, but i think the most important thing is to say something worth while about them... saying the things you hate about someone is ok, but whats really the point of doing it on here? If i don't like something about someone, ill tell them about it, but just not on here. don't worry...lol... I think people should say encouraging things on here, things people can take and know someone cares.

Here's what i think about my friends!

Megan- Your a great friend. youve been there for me whenever ive needed you. i love spending time with you cuz ur so silly.

Kate- You always try to make everyone laugh. you a fabTABulous person. You always say hi to me, and most mornings ur the ONLY person that ever says hi to me

Leslie- I never really knew you before this year.. you have become one of my bestest friends. Even tho you told me you had a monkey in the 4th grade when you really didn't, im not mad... lol

Sara- Its fun to talk to you and you always have have perfect hair. You are great at sticking up for yourself. Im glad ive gotten to know you so much better this year.

Stacee- I remember always talking to you in English last year. Your so funny. You never cease to make me laugh...lol.. and the Flying Unicorn was so FUN! (don't tell me it wasn't..lol)

There, ive been honest.

Oh and theres this game at the top of the screen called "spank the streaker" ? ....and has anyone gotten the one that says "Eat the Pizza"...? where do people come up this??

Friday, June 03, 2005

Fri, 03 Jun 2005 00:41:43 GMT

this is my opinion.... and it may not be urs, but its just mine, and i have a right to my own opinion

anyway...lol.. things happen in our lives... and the term "what if?" ALWAYS pops up... "what if I tell the person, what will happen?"... or "what if i don't?...." yes... that is a very big "what if"... but i believe that if you like someone, you should tell them.... i think its better to know the truth if you tell them, than the illusion if you don't.... and if someone likes you but you don't like them... TELL THEM! don't lead them on.... its not right make someone think that you like them, when you don't... and then they find out in the end it was all just a game to you... don't play on anyones emotions like that, whether it be a guy or a girl (assuming its the opposite gender of yourself...lol) ok.. well, i just think i should get that out there cuz of some things people have told me they are dealing with...this is what i have to say to them---- make a decision and stick with it, don't back down, don't turn the other way (--in other words, don't chicken out!)... it may hurt someone, but they'll get over it. it may make someone feel like the most special person in the world. BUT and theres the downside of maybe feeling hurt yourself... but thats what life is... life pulls us curves and we just gotta turn with them... move on with life... find another person......lol....

Wednesday, June 01, 2005

Wed, 01 Jun 2005 19:18:16 GMT

sorry guys, i don't have time to change my layout.. sorry you don' t like it lib...lol.. gotta go shower off before band tonight!! and i might make no-bakes......YUMMY

Tuesday, May 31, 2005

Tue, 31 May 2005 23:10:42 GMT

wow.. i really don't like my song anymore.. i do apologize...lol.. i just don't feel like changing it...
so tomorrow i find out if i get on LC.. AND if i am a peerleader... hmm... not sure if ill get on either one... oh well..

so in other news.. i flunked my PLAN test (P-ACT)...yeah.. i got a 17... how stupid does that make me feel? extremely stupid.. that day i took it was a bad day.. it was 1st block in the morning and i was so tired, i just didn't care... i didn't eat anything, and i didn't feel good.. thats all i remember... but i passed my OGT with flying colors! interesting... i guess if i have time to take a test, i do good.. if im rushed, i panic.. oh well... ill work on my rhetorical skills later... lol...

so i was in a good mood all day, until recently when i got in this conversation (his name shall remain anonymous) on msn... he really got on my nerves, talking all about this poop... ugh.. why do guys have to be such jerks? i know of like 3 that aren't... the rest are.. yup... every other guy in this universe is a jerk except for about 3! what does that say about our world? that morals and values are not as important as slander and temporary happiness. ok.. well..how BLASPHEMOUS!!....

i guess i better get used to guys being jerks.... im seriously gonna wait until im like 50 to get married!! lol (ok.. maybe a little over-exaggeration there..lol.).. but still..i don't see how people can get married in high school... let alone have kids.... we aren't mature enough to get married or have kids! this girl i was talking to (shes in my class) said she was mad at her husband for cheating on her two times in one night... wow... i don't mean to like give away personal information or anything, but come on! guys are jerks... period.

Monday, May 30, 2005

Mon, 30 May 2005 23:32:27 GMT

so today was quite uneventful
yup... quite uneventful
marched in the parade in the rain i might add...
came home and watched some tv
got off the couch at 1:30
went to room and fell asleep on my bed
got up at 5:30
watched some more tv..lol
cleaned my room
ate some dinner
wrote some thank yous
watched some Nanny 911
ate some hot fudge cake..yummmm...
now here i am.. supposedly doing my homework...lol

ok.. that was my day... hope you enjoyed!!

Sunday, May 29, 2005

Sun, 29 May 2005 17:26:17 GMT

Guys let me know if you can hear this song

so yeah, im leaving in like 10 minutos for my aunt's campsite.. we are having a birthday for my aunt/grandpa slash memorial day picnic... should be fun... won't be back until like 8 or so... cross your fingers they let me drive!! :-S... they never let me drive hardly.. and even when its beautiful, they STILL don't let me drive... don't ask me why... its so STUPID and it makes me angry...

anyway.. i have like a ton of homework but ill prolly put it all off until tomorrow night...lol.. hope everyone has a wondrous day!

Saturday, May 28, 2005

Sat, 28 May 2005 14:14:03 GMT

ok wow... that game with the tennis stuff.. yeah.. on the top of my screen... its STUPID!! it is IMPOSSIBLE to hit the ball!! lol... ok.. well, im gonna go to richmond with my mom to shop for a couple pairs of new tennis shoes for the mission trip and band camp (w00t! BAND CAMP!! ha.. i don't have to do much at band camp for the next 2 years except yell and BLOW MY WHISTLE!! !!)... and then we are gonna find my aunt and grandpa some b-day gifts... then to find some spark plug thing for the lawn mower, and then to the store for some GROCERIES!! YA GROCERIES!! ... well, ill be gone for a while! lol.. so ta ta!! gots to dry by beautisome hair!!