I've been humbled to the point of insanity. or should i say i've embarrassed myself to the point of humility.

on to bigger and better things.

it appears i will be bringing back the old motto : PLAY ON PLAYA!

i've started a new xanga. this one is no more....

go here=> www.xanga.com/so_whens_the_rapture

love to all.

at school today i got to sleep in homeroom for 2 hours...yea i kno! sweet.

and i went and saw chelsea tonite. <3 she's so cute. i love her to death. and she even sang us a few songs.

honestly boys where are you cause she's definately amazing. she makes me real happy.

and she nore jv or mike would know this but when i walked out of the door, i looked up at the stars and i skipped all the way back to my car. and on the way home i listened to a tape of chelsea and i got goosebumps and now i'm really inspired so i'ma go write some things down.

i hope 2morrow is even more blessed than today. everyone please pray for me this weekend. it's gonna be crucial to really see if the prayers are helping me get back to normal.

i figured out today that God really does give and take away. He took a good relationship away but He gave me like 5 new good friends. i can't wait to really get to kno all of them.

<3love you all, nanner

i hit the breaking point. i brought some close friends to the prayer room and we shouted out to God. and we broke through a tough barrier.

i'm over it. for the first time in awhile i feel that i am free. i'm tired of complaining about my problems. People are out there waiting to hear God's word. I need to be out on the battle field not licking my wounds on the side line. because when i am my weakest He is at His strongest. I kno that when i die, i want the Lord to come and get me.

so right now i am going to listen to His response. i will be silent and know that He is near.

I WILL FIGHT FOR THE HEART OF MY KING!

HE'S WORTH IT, DON'T YA THINK!?!?!?!?!

i went to school today for a few hours and then checked out.

i went to the docter and pretty much acid is eating the inside of my esophagus or something. yea. whatever. exactly what i need right now...pffft.

i'm trying real hard to get over myself. it's not easy. i need a lot more help. please just everyone pray for me.

in need of love,

anna

i have a disease.

     it's called heart break. or something.

so what's the cure again?