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Early Summer

Hey everyone!!!! Yes i am still alive ( i know its been a while since i have updated)

Everything with my Summer has been awesome, but there are always a few exceptions........And on a lighter note i had my birthday on the 3rd (no thanks to you bums who didn't remember, lol JK). And for the most part my birthday was really good. I got an ipod a razor phone (yea i finally got another cell phone), and then i got a trampoline (and i might have spelt that wrong but whatever). and yes i got a cake (and it was damn good just to let you guys know).

This weekend is suppost to be a fairly nice one because we are going to the lake at a house that we have out there, but we're only going to be gone for like two or three days which is going to suck mucho, because when i go to the lake i want to stay for more days then that but whatever at least i am getting to go the lake. And I am going to be very pissed if i dont get to go swimming becasue it is too cold or its raining or something gay like that. I dont know why but that always seems to happen when i go to the lake.dang it.

And along with Summer comes summer friend drama because now we actually have time to sit around and pick fights with each other. which really sucks. and i am going to try and not let it bother me......but there is only so much i can take, ya know? But i will learn to deal with it......i guess i am just a little upset because i didn't get to the "the omen" like i wanted too, lol.

Later days babes! (and i promise i will update more, even though i have already said that like a million times before) haha

-Mandy-

People

Okay yeah, i am willing to understand that there are people who dont always see eye to eye with me. Everyone has got people like that......but the thing i want to know is who the hell asked for your opinions?! I dont care what you people really think, i dont really care who said what to who about their ex-boyfriend's whatever ever with whoever. i really dont care. Why doesn't anyone see that? GOD i hate drama.its a waste of my time and air. but i guess that i could be worse, i could be dying. But i am very sure that i won't be alive to see past 30, i know that already, but whatever. just take life as it comes to you, lol.

<3 SABLE U AND I ARE GOING TO EVENTUALLY GIVE UP ON GUYS AND PEOPLE ALL TOGETHER lol......

My two cents

I am tired of everyone cutting everyone else down......it makes me sick. There is no reason for anyone to be saying that anyone is better than anyone else. Its just wrong. I know that i am not always a nice person but to say that i am better than someone is lying. Everyone is wrong in their own way and everyone is right in some way. And to those people who have high selfesteem. Way to go for you, BUT GET OVER YOURSELVES BECAUSE IF THE ONLY WAY THAT YOU ARE GETTING SELF SATISFACTION IS BY THINKING THAT YOURE 1)PRETTIER THAN SOMEONE ELSE 2)SMARTER THAN SOMEONE ELSE 3)MORE POPULAR THAN SOMEONE ELSE. And this may be a harsh wake up call but there is no such thing as "Popular". Sorry to burst some of yalls bubbles but its just not happening. Because sometimes you are the things you hate. And that goes for more people than you know. I am definitly not better than anyone else. i am definitly not smarter than anyone else.and well, even though i definitly dont show it all the time, but i do know there is a God. And i do know that karmas a bitch.

later

I R Mandy!!! (hear me roar)

Gawd......how long has it been since i last updated?? Lol. but i am still alive, i think i am not sure. I PROMISE that i will start to update alot more often. Because i am starting to get more time to be on the computer......

So much drama has been going on. I am like about to burst. way too much ridiculous high school drama. lol. i have discovered that i am not interested in like two diffrent guys that are going to my school. But i don't think that i could ever get a chance with either one of them. The good news is that i might be spending the night with one of my friends at her house (since we don't have school this Friday, **sweet**). I LOVE U SABLE, lol. so adorable. AND ALL OF YOU GUYS NEED TO KNOW THAT MY BIRTHDAY IS ON JUNE 3RD!!!! (mark it down on your calenders or i will cause severe pain on all of you)......just kidding (kinda).

I just got off the phone with Colleen (she is such a sweetheart)......and now i think i need a shower!!! YaY i love showers (i am not kidding on this either i am such a germaphob) so i will talk to you guys later.

L8R!!!