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Wednesday, February 07, 2007

Wed, 07 Feb 2007 18:28:56 GMT

wow does life ever fly by! yowza!

i'm just sitting here w/ lys at hacc waiting till 3 so we can leave. this semester's flying by. it's nutso! i was just reading some of my past entries from this time last year. it's so fun to do that because you think of how much has changed since 365 days ago....it's crazy. this has been such a big year for my family! good and bad, but mostly good. esp. the birth of my little niece Sophia! aah i swear she is the cutest baby ever!.....so i'm thinking i need to do something in my life. i hate when we're asked to think of the most memorable moment in our life because i can never really think of something that really sticks out....i want that stick out! and i'm not saying i've had a shitty life by any means but i mean..i've never really done anything that was so unforgettable and will always remain in my heart....i want that so bad! i want to see the world! esp. italy! i want to make a difference in someone's life! i just need to make a change. i don't see anything happening soon but when i see, i'm grabbing it !!!

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

Wed, 20 Sep 2006 19:51:59 GMT

so what's new what's new....?

last night w/ sam i told him i was bored and wanted to dye my hair...he said cool..sooo i then told alyssa about this crave and asked her to do it w/ me...she said yes....so in the end. sam, alyssa, brandon, and myself ended up in my bathroom at 9 at night ALL dying our hair : ! it was so fun ! lol. my hair is now "light black" lol but it looks so dark...it will take some adjusting for sure.

steph may be having her baby this friday! if she loses any more liquid the doctors are just going to deliver the baby...! wow ! yeah! we're so excited! i love babies....and guess who gets to be the Godmother? you got it ! this girl : ) Aunty Em

School is still going well. classes are pretty cool. i still hate and fear public speaking...blah. chemistry starts monday...dun dun dun...eh we'll see how that goes...i dunno. haven't wrecked a car on the way down since last week. lol.

sam and i are doing great. we had some difficulties but things seem to be back on track. lol we still know how to crack each other up (purposely/unknowingly) lol so that's great...haha. soon we'll have been together for A WHOLE YEAR ! i didnt think this was possible w/ myself but it is, it is!

Fall Events: Rennaisance Fair, Jason's Woods, Field of Screams, Some Maze, Fall Festivals!

let me know if you wanna join me !

Friday, September 01, 2006

Fri, 01 Sep 2006 18:35:22 GMT

school's pretty good. a lot better than i expected i must say. it's nice to actually get out and meet new people. lol and lys and i always seem to make the time up and down go quickly...lol

TAKING BACK SUNDAY CONCERT THIS WEEKEND! aaah so excited for that!

missing my friends!

<3 sam....

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

Tue, 15 Aug 2006 23:43:49 GMT

whoa what is this....free time : ) i'm definitely liking it.

now that my summer class is over it's nice to see the options of fun i have in store for me. i ended up with a B in my math class which is good...but not as good as i'd hoped for but i was happy with it since usually i do absolutley horrible in my math classes mainly because i never really tried. this break isn't going to last long though because i start my fall semester at hacc on monday w/ lys. we went there today and had ourselves a jolly good time. lol. and with all of our hardwork we had to do a little shopping afterwards : )

i don't think it's completely dawned on me that some of my closest friends are leaving me really soon and really fast. however, i don't think it will be as bad as i'd expected just because i know we'll all be very busy and won't have that much time to dwell on the fact that we're not with each other all the time anymore and won't have the opportunity to just call eachother up whenever we feel and just hang out being our crazy selves. but i mean, in the end, this is life. life is about having changes and accepting them with a positive outlook. i know my friends will do fine in college because i know the types of people they are...hardworking, gregarious, caring, and just all out achievers. yeah it might hurt a little at first but we'll get by jus cause we fly : ) so good luck to everyone heading out to college and we'll keep in touch over the year. promise. : ) so yes, although mis amigos may be leaving for quite a while it just means that the times we get to share together in the future will be all the more cherishable and meaningful.

(now to help mi madre con un projecto )

Thursday, August 10, 2006

Thu, 10 Aug 2006 19:07:15 GMT

I am Muy STressed right now because of this stupid math final so if i've been pissy with you don't take it to heart. thanks.

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

Tue, 01 Aug 2006 19:18:02 GMT

GUESS WHO FINALLY PASSED HER LICENSE TEST????? oh yeah, this girl !

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

Tue, 25 Jul 2006 18:41:16 GMT

here's some pics from my cousin's wedding last weekend !

andrew,luke,liz,me,prego,tom,and dan : )

all of the cousins on my dads side

my adorable big brothers : )

lol andrew showing me his moves

the brother-in-law, brother, future brother : )

Saturday, July 22, 2006

Sat, 22 Jul 2006 12:34:56 GMT

crap it's been a month. life is nuts right now. one thing to the next. today i'm going to my second wedding of the summer. i finally got my sr picks last night...lol. so if you want one i'll hit you up. lol oh my. i get more and more uptight knowing my friends will be leaving me soon and i can't spend all the time i'd planned to with them before they go. oh well, this is life i guess. ugh i hope it doesn't rain on my wedding. ok i'm being rushed. see ya!

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

Wed, 21 Jun 2006 20:41:57 GMT

so i definitely needed that vacation...ah and i want it back so bad. but summer's going a lot better now. i should be getting my license soon... finally lol right guys? ah and i got my hacc ID and book for summer classes that are coming up earlier than i thought..eh. but summer's going really great right now. spending time w/ my friends and sam is so wonderful and i cherish every moment i can get w/ everyone. haha. esp. those girl's night outs lol....but yeah if you ever wanna hang out just give me a ringaling 8566515

Monday, June 12, 2006

Mon, 12 Jun 2006 02:38:09 GMT

eh i'm really not sure what's been wrong with me lately. everything is like tearing me apart and making me so angry when i really don't need to be. i've gotten to the point where i don't want any free time because then i'll just sit and think about my life and dwell on all the stuff that's making me so upset. so i'm sorry if i've been acting weird lately. i just have a lot going on in my head that's bugging me. i need a vacation. i need clarity of mind. i need wednesday. pray for me if you would.