| | breaking up is hard to do..Whew.. its been.. quite a ride since i wrote...LOTS of happenings...I don't know who reads this anymore..if anyone does.. but..
Sooo Russ and I broke up...he wanted his freedom..he had freedom.he
didn't mention anything to me about it...galkhdsa;dfklh... pissed me
off to no end....eh.. May..7thish i suppose... past weeks, i was in a
hard deep depression, but i think i am out of it.. or just making
myself.. its really hard to go back to life like nothing happened..when
there was so much lost...and he acts like nothing happened for 9
months.. I am still bitter and will be for awhile.... Being friends
with nat and Joe... its rough cuz we alll hung out and our friendship
started when Russ and I were dating.. and now.. its totally
different..and I am getting the fall out it seems... cuz I don't feel
comfortable at Russ's cuz of practically living there for 9 months....
Everything has changed in my life.. not sure if i want it to or
not..Oh!..
I don't work for the school anymore..they "laid" me off... they didn't
need me... soo over spring break.. i didn't have a job and there wasn't
any prospective ones out there... but the week after spring break,
started working with Nat and Joe...and Russ at the senators.Joe and
Russ work different places than Nat and I do.. Nat and I run Funnel
Cakes.. soo i smell like Funnel cake when the nights are over...soo
work is odd now that Russ and I aren't together..
Then... I am moving off campus!!! with my friend Kallie! She's really
cool, and we can start moving this weekend i think...I am almost all
packed up, but no internet or cable, and no bed till the second weekend
in June..soo i'll still be on campus till then..and that sucks with
Russ being around cuz i have to see his car when i walk to my
house...or even my car..damn...
Leah is coming home June 6th.. the 7th we are looking at bridemaids
dresses for my other sister's wedding.. which i am happy to be
in!!...Then every weekend in June I am going to be running around
trying to spend time with leah before she goes back!.
Now my days are filled with Me being in my room most of the day.. and i
try to keep busy cuz other wise my mind does stupid things....
packing.. maybe some homework..I don't like it that I am this way.. but
i am trying to fix it...
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| | Posted 5/25/2007 12:28 AM - 2 comments
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