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I never wanted it to be this way
Crashing down like the pouring rain
Lying still in my blood-stained clothes
Is this the ending that no one knows.

Before...
i met you
my life was fine
you weren`t in my head
destroying my mind
but you came on strong
& i wanted more
a feeling that i never
felt before ..
what was i to do
you finally came
i don`t want this ever to end ..
but then you ran away.

You're so typical..& i hate you.
Another day, same bullshit, this is like
a re-run of some sitcom & here we are,
screaming at each other again.. you hurt
me on the inside. Listening to the same
songs over & over again, hearing the same
harsh words replay in my head. Yesterday is
already over, today sucks & tomorrow's bound
to be just as fucked up.

she said, all i'll ever mean is 'i love you'..
sometimes she wanted to cut out her stupid
heart and give it to him, because she meant
it that much.

please know that the smile on my face when
you're holding her is just as fake as the i love
you's you said to me when i was yours .

We'll wait for forever &
see how close we get. It's just
another day, one more chance
to get this right. I'll sacrifice
forever, please; just for tonight?

Waking up from this nightmare.
How's your life? What's it like there?
Is it all that you want it to be?
Does it hurt when you think about me
& how broken my heart is?

She's moved on.
and i feel sorry for you
because she thought you were the most amazing boy ever.
if she could have any guy in the world, she would have picked you above the others.
she thought you were different.
she was wrong.
you're just another guy to her now.

As girls flock around you,
i realize your everyones but mine,
Oh how i love heartache,
the feeling is just so divine

fighting back the feeling that you always could deny
anything but everything we know is just a lie
as I cremate this memory && watch the darkened ashes rise

you can only push a girl away for so long..
then after a while they start walking out of your
life on their own. so be careful because once
they start walking away, they wont turn back.

Her voice once was sweet, her eyes once were kind
Until a single word mutilated her mind
Her friends hoped it wasn't something they said
Cause a few days later, they found out she was dead.

This is a loss of innocence.
Cheap sex and faceless friends.
It's all wrong, all wrong.
Seatbelts off.
Let go.

& i would rather fight with you - then kiss anyone else

she kisses everyone goodbye.
and waves her middle finger high.
they're never gonna mess with her again.
the drama queen is at her end.
and sleeping with boys is for free.
she's got a reputation of being easy.
everytime they put her down.
she makes a fist and tears roll down.
she packs her bags and plans to run away.
shes saying goodbye.
and leaving tonight.
she's wasted all her lonely tear drops.

So here i am at one in the morning,
trying to be all heroic & rescue you. But
the truth is, i'm the one that needs to
be rescued.

you’re strange & you’re beautiful
you’d be so perfect with me but you just can’t see
you turn every head,
but you don’t see me.

Hey rise and shine and open up your eyes to give this world some color.
Shine on diamond eyes, separate the space between love and lies.

This is you trying hard to make sure that you’re seen with a girl on your arm and your heart on your sleeve.
Remind me not to ever think of you again

I'm leaving the past where it belongs..
way behind me. My future..well, it looks
fantastic because you wont be a part of it.

i want a guy that will make me happy, someone
that will make me smile when i hear his voice,
someone that will love me unconditionally, i want
someone that will have my friends say to one
another .. "shes happy again."

you sing me the song of my heart
and i patheticly fall for you more.

I'd rather chew on broken glass than keep on living in the past, and waste my time on words i know you didn't mean.

I wish we could avoid all those moments, when we're around each other and start to remember how things used to be.

a thousand words,
but none were spoken,
guess there's nothing left to say..
another dream just broken,
guess things just turn out that way

stop expecting change
hes just a lost cause that your waiting on.

Even though you left,
your smile still gives me a reason to breathe.

&& i guess they fell apart
like everyone always knew they would..

Every step i take .. Every move i make..
Every single day, everytime i pray -- i`ll be missing you .

Let's just forget everything said, and everything we did. Best friends, better halves, goodbye. And the autumn night when we realized we were falling out of love

Since we're being totally honest,
yeah, i'm jealous, & i regret leaving..

I listen to your message
everynight before bed,
just to remember all the
hurtful things you've said.

I look around my room and everything
I see reminds me of you
Oh please, baby won't you take my hand
we've got nothing left to prove