| Things turned out how I wanted. In a way.
Other factors aren't helping.
I've felt like this for far too long.
There's so much going on.
I'm lucky that I don't think like that.
...Or do I?
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| I found a solution.
Well, more like I already knew a solution, I just wouldn't admit it.
And it still may not be the right one.
I guess this is where the 'guess and check' part comes in.
...Still have no idea if it's going to work.
Nothing works perfectly, you just learn to deal with the flaws.
Only in this story, there aren't little notecards around explaining how to fix things.
I wish I could keep the moon.
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| I'm really upset.
I kind of brought this on myself.
This really, really, really sucks.
"I went from walking around to breaking it down...breaking it down."
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| I forgot that it shows people when you write something up here.
To Abbey - you're smart, and thanks for not calling me out.
Life is very monotonous.
School this year is ok.
Band is going well.
Classes are nice.
But life still feels pretty empty.
Find a need and fulfill it.
...I just can't figure out exactly how.
Well, I can, but that's not the right solution.
Find a new solution.
Thank God this isn't math.
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| Life is weird.
I love band camp.
I'm over things that happened, but it still hurts really bad.
Especially being called a mistake.
I'm not really sorry.
I'm also thrown.
Three years shouldn't make that much difference.
...Be the change you wish to see in the world.
I wish to change society.
Think this'll work?
It's not fair to anyone but myself, though.
But all is fair in love and war.
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