| hey guys......ive got some pretty sweet slippers, they look like moccasins!!!! how cool is that!? man ive gotten a new jacket(free), and an old keychain out of my closet!!! ahem..ahem
P.S. the group thing hasnt really escalated yet, but im planning to start wearing chick pants to skool every day next semester......oh and my hairs gonna be sorta long, and black!!!!
~matty~ |
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| hey guys.....life sucks........well heres the scoop:
today, i wore chick pants to skool(emo thing), and spiked my hair funny.......
it was all good till p.e. cuz then i forgot my shorts.....but luckily my freind had some to wear.....well after the class i started to change out......i put on my pants, and this guy twice, no triple times my weight comes up to me and starts making fun of mebecause of my pants.....well then he started yell in MATT HAS CHICK PANTS ON!!!!.......then this other easy goin emo says"shut up, so do I".......it made me feel so great, but the main emo group dont know me fully yet, so they think im a poser(which sucks) cuz i wanna really get to know them, but im not that good at making freinds, so i dont know how to start.......should i just start talking to them, or what????.........im depressed, and confused.........help me!!!!! open to opinions, except for dissin thepants, thats not ALLOWED!!!!
~matty~ |
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| hey guys.....
WHY CANT I HAVE A GOOD RELATIONSHIP!!??
i guess im just cursed.............something bad always happens.......
~matty~ |
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| i feel so alone and scared in this world.....why does every thing screw up for me.....why do i cry myself to sleep at nights because stupid little things like relationships.................life has a gun to my head........if i show any emotion, it will pull the trigger........LIFE SUCKS......
p.s. dont worry im not going to kill myself or nuthing.....im just depressed......i hate myself...... |
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| i dont know what to wright about.........................nothing news' happenin....................sooooooo whats up whi choo???
LATER!!!! |
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