We Totally Deserve It...

It's true, good guys do finish last. Wanna know why? Because the majority of chicks aren't attracted to nice guys.

It's not to say that we don't like them, we just see them more as friendship material.
We're not masochists but we enjoy a little game just like most people. Why have something handed to you on a platter when you can go out for the thrill of the game?

So really, why are we attracted to bad boys?

I say 'bad boys' per se because thats what everyone has coined them. They're not really bad, they're just unattainable (at least initially). We want bad boys not because they treat us like crap as most of you 'nice guys' think that's what we're after. We just want something we can't have. But the thing is we're not particularly driven to like them other than the fact that it's in a sense taboo. Who doesn't want a rush?

However, like most things this initial attraction does wear off. After someone gets something the sense of worth just seems to dimish and they're no longer that cold emotionless lump of coal that you've gotten to warm up to you. Boys, it's all in the attitude.

With all that figured out, I still find that sometimes relationships like that can be pushed to an extreme and any bad comings that occur are well, it happens deservedly so. I mean there's cool demeanor, and there's abusive jackass. You're suppose to want someone mysterious not someone who really does treat you like crap. Cheating on you behind your back or putting you down isn't part of it. Although the line wears thin, you should use your better judgement.

They're suppose to make you fustrated, so you think about them all the time. Fighting urges of talking to them so that you don't seem too eager, yet refraining to do so, you fear that you'll backtrack from any progress you've made with them. This is the thrill.

Random blog I know, but just a little scrap of what's on my mind this evening.

On another note, I just got a brand new baby nephew! (No I didn't buy him or pick up some abandoned baby)
Cayden Ma (06.04.08) 8 pounds 12 oz.
Yes that's one fatass baby. The little turd gave my cousin-in-law contractions for 38 hrs. before he was born.

     What is your favorite vacation getaway spot?

Yeah, I know, I haven't been blogging... like I said I would.

But I was reading Andrew's and I was wondering, I really can't let this question pass. I adore travelling. Oh so very much. I've always wanted to go to Europe so if I could, it'd definitely be my 'getaway' spot. But like Andrew said, vacations are suppose to be relaxing and fun. Where your brain can turn to goop.

In which case, I'd say the Caribbeans. But the problem is that I'm not much of a hot person, not much of a cold person either. It's hard to find just the right weather to relax in. Beaches and all that were aboslutely gorgeous in Puerto Rico and Mexico. Couldn't find no hot sexy Latino lovers though...

....are they considered Latin?

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     Let Down...

I haven't done a real entry for awhile now... I guess right now I'm just really disappointed in myself and him.

I cant say I'm angry because to me it seems as though this was inevitable. What I really don't get is why it still comes as a shock to me, or why I'm still teary eyed. I can honestly say I've never lost a friend. I mean sooner or later everyone drifts apart, but to lose someone when you're not ready, hurts.

It disturbs me that someone I was once so close with can all of a sudden be such a stranger to me.

It's like I don't even know him anymore...

Everytime I try and talk and maybe sort things out, he doesn't seem to want to. We didn't fight, we didn't argue, he just all of a sudden disappeared from my life. Maybe I'm selfish in that I want to keep him because he meant so much to me, but the truth is, it just really fucking hurts.

No more phone calls at unholy hours, no more laughter about idiotic things. It just seems so bland now. The bitter side of me can't help but think that, after all I've done for him, how can he leave me in such a tattered state?

I really feel nothing for him anymore. His existance merely annoys me now...

     What do you think about large age differences between significant others?

Once again I've skipped out on a lot of Xanga questions...

I keep on forgetting to write it damn it. I'm majorly screwed for English and History online by the way... Harsh trying to cram everything together in hopes that I really do sort out my time well enough. But anyways, on with the question!

In my opinion, as you get older you start to notice it less and less. At the same time it's much more socially acceptable for someone who's 30 to date someone who's 43, while it's pretty obscene in a lot of people's minds, including mine, if a 10 year old dates a 23 year old. I do believe its because that we classify certain age groups in to stereotypes. Clearly if you're 10 years old, either you're being forced into a relationship or you're just too young and naive. I mean how can there possibly be love with such a huge age gap?

Well if you look at the 30 year old and the 43 year old, can you really say the same thing? I didn't think so.

Saying this however, I do think that if you're in your early to mid teens, you shouldn't probably stray too far away from your age group. Not because its unsafe or that they'll take advantage of you, I mean honestly that can happen at anytime to anyone at any age. It's because despite how you may feel people are often in very different parts in their life. They may be ready to settle down while you're just trying to figure out what you want to do.

Although I understand that a lot of females are looking for mental maturity, it can be pretty overbearing sometimes... That's why just try and keep an open outlook that it's not only older guys that possess that.

Me...I'll just end up an old spinster with cats. Except that I'm allergic to cats, so... bummer.

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      What are your top three priorities in life?

1. Be happily sucessful.
2. Do what I want to.
3. See/travel the world.

Well, another depressing event to end the week.The death of Deward Ponte at the beginning of the week, and now it seems that Aries Cabrera has also passed away. This was comfirmed a rough half hour ago by his sister. You can find the Facebook group...

How fucked up is this? Churchill's reputation will certainly be going down the drain after all this...

What the fuck is this world turning into?
   

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