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Name: Bethany Birthday: 7/8/1988 Gender: Female
Interests: i like; • the used • blindside • armor for sleep • the academy is... • acceptance • anberlin • underoath • emery • fall out boy • hawthorne heights • he is legend • mewithoutyou • the killers • panic! at the disco • roses are red • saosin • stutterfly • submersed • a thorn for every heart • trust company • story of the year • taking back sunday • thrice • strata • underoath • mad at gravity • lost prophets • hoobastank • finch • audiovent • alien ant farm • something corporate • lucerin blue • revis • chevelle • thursday • brandnew • the rolling stones • the clash //I also like// • bryan adams • blondie • peter frampton • david bowie • damien rice • the police • u2 • michael buble • the beatles • the bee gees • journey • copeland • lifehouse • sting • sarah mclachlan • norah jones • dido • the goo goo dolls • coldplay • dashboard confessional and mae Expertise: I'm a photo freak, Ann Coulter fanatic, prolife activist, Audrey Hepburn idolizer and a conservative
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11/19/2005
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I started writing alittle bit again. It's great. I get a pen and my thoughts just flow. I forgot how much I missed it. Anyway, here are a couple of resent things.
Me. in words. You know those bad love stories, the ones where the guy and the girl click on all the right levels. The guy makes the girl want to be more daring and the girl makes the guy think about settling down but they just aren't at the same place at the same time, ever. Well, I'm living that; I'm that terrible movie in action. You just know, even from the beginning that you're going to walk away mad and empty on the inside. The hitch is, you just can't walk away. It doesn't matter what I do, what I go through, what I learn; I'll always end up making the wrong decision. I'll let you down. I won't make it to the end, I won't cross the finish line. It's in my DNA, I wasn't made to make the cut. I just don't have it in me. I'm not supposed to live my dreams. I'm okay with not getting a prize. I guess not everyone gets to be the fastest runner. I just wish I could keep up. Do you ever have those moments where you can see time moving around you but you can't feel it. Where you just know this is you're life and you can't change it.
i hope you enjoyed. let me know what you think. | | |
| We (amanda and i) felt the need to set you guys straight on the whole pathetic girl issue. it's not all butterflies and flowers. nor is it as complicated as you make it. it's just this:
When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind. wrong: when a girl is quiet it's cause she's got nothin to say.
When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply. wrong: when a girl is not arguing it's simply because she doesn't disagree.
When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around. wrong: when a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions.. she's either wondering how your face got like that.. or- who invented popcorn?
When a girl answers, "I'm fine, " after a few seconds, she is not at all fine. wrong: i'm pretty sure she;d still be fine.
When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are so wonderful. wrong:or is it that she;s wondering "can i do better?" When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever. ok sure. that might be true.
When a girl says that she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future. wrong: or is that she's finally accepted her fate?
When a girl says, "I miss you, " no one in this world can miss you more than that wrong: cause we said that a lot.. and it usually wasn't true. | | |
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