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Name: Bethany
Birthday: 7/8/1988
Gender: Female


Interests: i like; • the used • blindside • armor for sleep • the academy is... • acceptance • anberlin • underoath • emery • fall out boy • hawthorne heights • he is legend • mewithoutyou • the killers • panic! at the disco • roses are red • saosin • stutterfly • submersed • a thorn for every heart • trust company • story of the year • taking back sunday • thrice • strata • underoath • mad at gravity • lost prophets • hoobastank • finch • audiovent • alien ant farm • something corporate • lucerin blue • revis • chevelle • thursday • brandnew • the rolling stones • the clash //I also like// • bryan adams • blondie • peter frampton • david bowie • damien rice • the police • u2 • michael buble • the beatles • the bee gees • journey • copeland • lifehouse • sting • sarah mclachlan • norah jones • dido • the goo goo dolls • coldplay • dashboard confessional and mae
Expertise: I'm a photo freak, Ann Coulter fanatic, prolife activist, Audrey Hepburn idolizer and a conservative


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Member Since: 11/19/2005

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Monday, November 27, 2006

Currently Listening
Greatest Hits
By Pat Benatar
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the heart has its reasons, in which reason knows nothing -Blaise Pascal

Amanda
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She didn't really want a picture taken..
Ha ha, amanda, ha ha.
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Derek and Kelly
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Classic in black and white
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Pretty in color
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My hair before Dani's cut 
hmm
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After
mewispy
Straight
mecurly
Farrah Faucette, curly
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Non human subjects
dude
leaves
 spottye


Sunday, October 15, 2006

Currently Listening
The Very Best of Rod Stewart
By Rod Stewart
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  I haven't posted pictures in a while so I thought I should play a little catch up. 
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A butterfly in best buy. Oh yeah, I rock the random moments.

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In the drive way of my old school, liberty christian.

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The school in the background. It's where Sara and I met.
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Pretty easy to understand.. In the car driving
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Sitting in front of fashion fair with sara[she's taking the picture].
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Derek was my model for the day.
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I liked the angle, I got to be taller for a split-second.
 
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It's a little blurry, I liked the way the background came out.
 
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I'm wondering if it's morally wrong to be wearing a
Queen tee shirt and listen to
UnderOath at the same time?

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My mirror, Amanda wrote
"you are a walking contradiction of everything they ever said"

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A random tuesday morning. [That's my brother]
 

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We decided that wearing makeup the way it was intended
was just too easy. So we wore lip stick on our eyes.
And of course Amanda went a wee bit farther with hers.

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Yes, that's lip stick on our eyes with a mix of mascara and liner; 
and lip gloss on my cheeks.
I think it added alittle bit of character.

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Blue on the left, green on the right
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My tee shirt says "save the animals"
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Gotta get the lips perfect.
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I like my heart.

 
Note; If you could keep my family in your prayers that would be awesome.
Last night my grandma passed away.


Monday, October 02, 2006


I started writing alittle bit again. It's great. I get a pen and my thoughts just flow.
I forgot how much I missed it. Anyway, here are a couple of resent things.


Me.
in words.
You know those bad love stories, the ones where the guy and the girl click on all the right levels.
The guy makes the girl want to be more daring and the girl makes the guy think about settling down but they just aren't at the same place at the same time, ever.
Well, I'm living that; I'm that terrible movie in action.
You just know, even from the beginning that you're going to walk away mad and empty on the inside.
The hitch is, you just can't walk away.  

It doesn't matter what I do, what I go through, what I learn; I'll always end up making the wrong decision. I'll let you down. I won't make it to the end, I won't cross the finish line. It's in my DNA, I wasn't made to make the cut. I just don't have it in me. I'm not supposed to live my dreams. I'm okay with not getting a prize. I guess not everyone gets to be the fastest runner. I just wish I could keep up.

Do you ever have those moments where you can see time moving around you
but you can't feel it.
Where you just know this is you're life
and you can't change it.


i hope you enjoyed.
let me know what you think.


Friday, September 15, 2006

We (amanda and i) felt the need to set you guys straight on the whole pathetic girl issue.
it's not all butterflies and flowers. nor is it as complicated as you make it.
it's just this:

When a girl is quiet,
millions of things are running through her
mind.
wrong: when a girl is quiet it's cause she's got nothin to say.

When a girl is not arguing,
she is thinking deeply.
wrong: when a girl is not arguing it's simply because she doesn't disagree.

When a girl looks at you with eyes full of
questions,
she is wondering how long you will be
around.
wrong: when a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions.. she's either wondering how your face got like that.. or- who invented popcorn?

When a girl answers, "I'm fine, " after a
few
seconds,
she is not at all fine.
wrong: i'm pretty sure she;d still be fine.

When a girl stares at you,
she is wondering why you are so
wonderful.
wrong:or is it that she;s wondering "can i do better?"

When a girl lays her head on your chest,
she is wishing for you to be hers forever.
ok sure. that might be true.

When a girl says that she can't live
without you,
she has made up her mind that you are
her future.
wrong: or is that she's finally accepted her fate?

When a girl says, "I miss you, "
no one in this world can miss you more
than that
wrong: cause we said that a lot.. and it usually wasn't true.


Thursday, August 24, 2006

Currently Listening
461 Ocean Boulevard
By Eric Clapton
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A little knowledge is a dangerous thing; so is alot. -Albert Einstein

I was in Los Angeles last weekend for the California Republican Party Convention. It was amazing. Three days in the most beautiful Hotel; the Hyatt Regency Century Plaza. Oh yeah, and let us not forget super cute republican guys in suits. Nothing beats pretty boys in suits, except for republican pretty boys 'all suited-up.' I was happy.



View from my hotel room.

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Everything lights up at night! Totally rocks!








L.A. at night!

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