I cannot believe that I just a xanga eProp from a spam site saying that I had done some nasty stuff and it was posted onto some website.  While I have done some nasty stuff, it's never been posted to a website.  Seriously, between all the normal SPAM I get, I would think that would be enough rather than attacking a site that I never even use nor do people ever bother to read.  Maybe I should go along with this more frequently. 

So, Laura and I are still married, surprisingly... and we still don't plan on having any kids yet.  Could you imagine me having children?  My best friend Bobby(I call him best friend even though I've only seen him twice this year) just had a child a month ago, and that prospect horrifies me.

I've been trying to lose weight using this green tea crap.  Today I took a pill called Adipex.  Let me tell you, I'm surprised this drug isn't illegal.  It's not an amphetamine like cocaine and such, but it works just like it.  Believe it or not, it's totally legal to take this pill and even order it online.

So, anyways... keep pimping!

So, now I'm doing a 'weblog' entry without having really that much to say.  I guess it becomes harder and harder every day to deal with the fact that you've lost something important to you.  They say that it will get easier with time, but the separation that I deal with over time is making this a harder journey for me.  I don't know if it's just me and the way that my mind and heart work or if it's just human nature.  All I really know is that the world definitely became a different hue for me.

You say you saw me in your mind

Leaving the path of us behind

You couldn't know what's in my head

Soon we all will be lying down dead