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| Seeing as how this is my last entry on Xanga, I will leave you all with a little advice. Dont go through life worrying about avoiding all the bad things because its all around you, and if you succeed in avoiding them, you will be an emotional cluster f*%#, and you will have never really lived. Also, if you find a friend, the one true friend that you can count on, to be there when ever, dont give up on them easily. If you do, you will regret it for teh rest of your life, I do. I realize all my other messages were consistently upbeat and kind of korny, but I feel it necessary to show my true colors. ONe last thing, I have always said that being happy with yourself is most important, and that is true, but there is more, much more to it than that. Life is short and to precious a gift to throw away, make something of yourselves instead of letting young love or stupid inclinations get in the way, there os always something better. Peae out my little friends | | |
| I went to LCCC last weekend for my placement testing. I like the location, and the test was easy. I cant wait to get out of here and start a new chapter in the Erik beagle saga. I think thats how you spell that. you guys will have to come and chill out wit me at my crib. I cant beloeve that I am actually going to be leaving highschool for college in 5 months. bayam... i just can't wait... gonna be good times, at good old LCCC..... | | |
| caos, tyranny, malice, death, candy canes. these are all things that can cause disruption in your life. whether it be words you dont really know if your spelling them right or the dangerous addiction that peppermint can spur
I am bored, help!!!!!!!!!..... I am sitting here in mrs. bckers room thinking of the old days back in the previous semester and cant help but wonder if i am going to fall the frig to sleep. (snoring.........................................................................................................................
) do you believe in magic, in a hungry heart, with love as a match for the fire to start, do you believe in magic .DO dodododododo dadodododoooddaodo. do you believe in magic. that song always putsme to sleep. you nowhatIdonedidyesterday. redneck word, IdonedidittothelilbastardandIlikeditcausehewasinalotofpain. another michael jackson redneckword, shortened to fit the page.... Oh infinity, wht are you right in front of me, but out of reach, always. like a virgin, touched for the very first time... bayam, i believe. lets draw a picture  . cool... lets see a portrait of me. hehehehehe. he.ha hahaha hay. | | |
| Legally 18 and lovin' it. I am in a whole new bracket of awesomeness. not only am I eligible for the draft, but, i also get to pay taxes... a whole lot to loook forward to, yeah!!!. I had an adult rated dream too, bout Pamela Anderson, but you youngn's out there cant here about it until next year or so.
yeah, so other than the fact that I am now 18, there is nothing more exciting in my life. damn.... buy. you see that, i said buy, instead of bye, hahahahhaha, oh i am so alone (depressed) not really, im ok...... why!!!!!!!!!! | | |
| So, prom, overated? maybe, but it stands the test of time as the all time door opener to the future. It also can be used as an easy lay, or get pregnant so your dream boyfriend will never leave you after hihgschool. not my cup of tea, but i saw it on the WB... and 90210... I am going not for the sex, or fame, or closure. I am going to be with my friends and just to have a good time. I will also say this. In the past prom to me was nothing more than a stupid dance that the rich used to glamorize their children. as a senior, I see it in a different light. So, i'll see you all there, hopefully, no alcohol, or drugs, or fast driving, well, maybe a lil' bit'o alcohol, nust to take the edge off, maybe all the edges, oh hell, get amashed dammit, you only live twice right, atleast, you;ll probrably see two of everything. thats bad. When you start seeing threes. just stay in the middle  AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its alive. I really wish I would grow up. | | |
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