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Name: Eric
Country: United States
State: Kansas
Metro: Wichita
Birthday: 5/3/1990
Gender: Male
Interests: *God, Jesus, The Holy Spirit, my Bible, and anything spiritual*Music, especialy country*Video games, especialy fighting games*JROTC*Board Games(bored games more like), especialy Chess and Risk*WWE Smackdown*Weapons*Computers*Psycology*My Friends*My Family*and most of all, my sweet<3 Alisha*
Expertise: Being a Hopless Romantic*Helping people with thier problems*and pretty much everything i do...sooner or later*
Occupation: Student
Industry: Psycology
Message: message meEmail: email me
Yahoo:  erichood5390@yahoo.com
Member Since:
1/14/2006
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| Fuck it...i don't care anymore. i don't have any control over what happens in my life, so why should i try and change the world? i want to help my dad, but i'm not in the position to do so, and the people who are refuse to. i want to come home, but my mom is a bitch and my stepdad is an asshole. i want to be with my dad, but everyone else wants me to be with them. i want to be happy, but everyone else wants me to be miserable. i don't give a shit anymore. you hear that world? YOU WIN! NOW LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!!!
why is is it so hard to find happiness in this world? because the only people who will let you have it are those who want you to be just like them. the second you try to do shit your way, the second you want to be yourself and be independent, thats when the world says FUCK YOU! and you're left with only one choice. give up, or lose everything you have. you try and tell the world to piss off and let you make your own way, and they say FUCK YOU! they shove your head in the dirt and treat you like the scum they want you to feel so you'll do things their way and then you're left with one choice: do what they say, or die. i sure the hell don't want to die until i can bring the world to its knees and show it how much it sucks. rub its nose in dog shit for a change. maybe then, things will be normal. people will be treated like people instead of statistics. people will be free to make their own choices instead of being forced into a box. maybe one of these days i can make a difference. until then, i give up. let the world have their slaves. one day, they will see the truth. and it will blow them away
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| The True Nature of Good and Evil
In order to fully comprehend the True Nature of Good and Evil, one must first accept the fact that True Good and True Evil both seek to achive the same goal: To establish a system of control that keeps man's human nature in check, and establishing a system of beiliefs that rid him of his desire to let that nature control him, and seting him on a path of True Happiness.
Good attempts to bring happiness into the world by suppressing all Passions that lead to suffering,, and therefore placing us on a path that encourages us to bring Temporary Happiness into the lives of those around us, while at the same time, sacrificing our own true happiness. By suppressing our True Selves, we cause internal destruction and pain in our hearts in the form of guilt, discouragement, and constantly questioning ourselves (we suppress our True Feelings, causing internal destruction) preventing us from being truly happy.
Evil attempts to bring happiness to ourselves by releasing all our passions, allowing our true selves to be revealed to the world without restraint. This allows us to be temporarilly happy, while we inflict pain and suffering to others, persuing our own selfish desires.
The result: no one is ever truly happy and the goal of both Good and Evil is essentially impossible to reach.
however...
Both sides offer the choices one must make in thier life in order to be truly happy, and spread true happiness to everyone around them. Evil embraces ones true feelings and Passions, allowing ones true self to become happy. Good forces us to keep our true feelings in check so that we dont inflict unnessasary harm onto others. By combining the two, we are able to free ourselves from the rule of society, allow our true selves to be free, and bring true happiness into every aspect of human life.
How can this be achived?
Simple! By allowing our true selves to embrace their passions, without concern for ones outward appearance, and doing what makes us truly happy.<---The Evil Approach. While at the same time, remembering to preserve the true happiness of those around you.<---The Good Approach.
The Result: All are truly happy and bring true happiness into the lives of those around them.
By embracing both Good and Evil, we can, eliminate the struggles of upholding one and defeating the other, allow ourselves to be truly happy, and bring true happiness into the world at large. The constant struggle between Good and Evil is only causing Chaos in the world around us. Only by eliminating that struggle can we as humans finally establish Peace.
The moral of this story: Embrace your human nature, keeping in mind not to do anything to bring suffering into the lives of others, bring happiness into your own life, and share it with everyone around you.
Definitions:
True Happiness is the constant feeling of peace and joy one feels during every state of mind and consiousness
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Temporary Happiness is the feeling of euphoria brought on by and act of Passion.
A Passion is a base emotion, such as Love, anger, kindness, greed, rage, malice, hatred, jealosy, greed, impatience etc...
Love is the only emotion that cannot be influenced by an outside force.
True Feelings are the feelings and emotions we have without the inhibitions placed on us by scociety, also known as human nature.
Ones True Self is the person he/she would be were he/she allowed to freely express his/her true feelings, and do what makes him/her truly happy, not what makes the people around him/her temporarilly happy.
Good is the method of control which suppress our true feelings and encourage us to bring temporary happiness into the lives of those around us by sacrificing our own true happiness.
Evil is the method of control that commands us to release our true feelings on the world rather than keep them inside, therefore bringing suffering on the world, and temporary happinessinto our lives, while robbing true happiness from those around us.
Chaos is the constant battle between Good and Evil. The number one source of conflict in the world today.
Peace is the ultament goal of both Good and Evil: The end of the struggle and the beginning of true happiness.
based on all that, who thinks i should turn away from the Christian path and follow the path of neutrality and happiness?
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| life in emporia isnt what i first expected it to be. its a quiet, small town. not small enough though. i walked to the high school yesterday and walked home. it took 2 hours!!! and i was walking pretty fast too! guess i need to take the bus. oh well. but yeah. its awesome here. if anyone wants my info, comment me or email me at erichood5390@yahoo.com
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| *cryo tube opens in a mist of blue fog and creepy hissing noises*
has it really been this long since ive been on? huh... hows eveyone doin? | | |
| Single or Taken:
Taken
Sex:
Male
Birthday:
May 3, 1990
Siblings:
3 bro's
height:
5'8"
What are you wearing right now?:
Blue Jeans & a Black shirt
Where do you live:
Wichita
Righty or lefty:
Righty
Can you make a dollar in change right now?
No
Who is your closest friend:
Tim, Tom, Rob, Alisha Best place to go for a date:
Somewhere romantic, like a sunset
Do you have a crush?:
I have a girlfriend, whom I love deeply Do they know?:
I hope
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kind of pants:
Jeans
Number:
8
4 Boys Name: James, Michael, Jordan, Sean
4 Girls Name:
Amber, Nicole, Michelle, Megan
Animal:
Wolf
Drink:
Root Beer
Month:
February
Movie:
Any Starwars, Lord of the Rings, or X-Men
Favorite juice:
Pineapple
Breakfast:
Potatoes and Eggs w/ hot links chopped up inside
Favorite cartoon:
DBZ
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Given anyone a bath:
No
Bungee jumped:
No
Made yourself throw-up:
No
Loved someone so much it made you cry?:
Yes
Broken a bone?:
No
Played truth or dare:
Yes
Been in a physical fight:
Yes
Been in a police car:
Yes
Been on a plane:
Yes
Come close to dying:
No
Been in a hot tub:
No
Swam in the ocean:
Yes
Fallen asleep in school:
Every Day
Ran away?:
No
Broken someone's heart:
Once... Cried when someone died:
Every Time
Cried in school:
Yes
Fell off your chair:
Yess lol
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call?:
Yea
Saved AIM conversations:
No
Saved e-mails:
No
Fallen for one of your best friends?:
Yes
Used someone:
Not that kind of person
Been cheated on:
Yes
Good luck charm?:
No Best song you ever heard:
Savin Me by Nickelback
What's your room like:
dont ask
What is beside you :
A wall Last thing you ate:
Peanuts
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Chicken pox:
Yes
Sore throat:
Yes
Stitches:
Yes
Broken nose:
No
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Believe in love at first sight:
Yes
Like picnics:
Somewhat
Like school:
Yea
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Who was the last person that called you:
Alisha
Who was the last person that texted you:
Alisha
Who was the last person you slow danced with:
My Mom
Who makes you laugh the most?:
Ivan, Tom, Rob, Jacob, and Alisha Who makes you smile?:
Alisha
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You yelled at:
Alisha unfortunately...
Who broke your heart?:
Someone who isn't with me anymore
You kissed?:
Alisha
Who told you they loved you:
Alisha
Do you like filling these out:
It's cool, I get hopes people will read them and learn about me more
Do you wear contacts or glasses:
Glasses thank you very much
Do you like yourself?:
Yes, there are some things I need to work on though, but so does everybody.
Do you get along with your family:
Mostly
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Obsessive?:
Depends
Anorexic?:
Lol, no
cute:
Ha, no hot:
Hell yea mean:
When I'm mad emo:
No skater:
No gothica:
No tall:
No short:
Yes crazzie:
Most of the time like to go wild:
Sometimes
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What are you listening to right now?
Tom griping at me to get off the computer
What did you do yesterday?:
Went to school and played games
Gotten any awards:
Yes
What car do you wish to have:
One that runs
Where do you want to get married?:
In a Castle
Good singer?:
Depends on who you ask
How many remote controls are in your house:
Two
What do you dream about?:
Very random in that area, but mostly of times that have past, so I guess memories
last time you showered?:
This Morning
Scary or happy movies:
Comedy or action. Some romantic ones, but it depends
Chocolate or white chocolate:
Chocolate
Root Beer or Dr.Pepper:
Root Beer
Skiing or Boarding:
No
Silver or Gold:
Silver
Diamond or pearl:
Diamond
Sunset or Sunrise:
Sunset
sprite or 7up:
Does it really matter
Orange juice or apple juice:
Orange
Cats or dogs:
Dogs
Coffee or Tea:
Tea
Phone or in person:
In person are you Oldest, middle, youngest?:
Middle Indoor or outdoor:
Both
video game or movie?:
Video Game
beach/ movie/or house:
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