ALC Sunday ServiceDear Sayang,
14 November 2005
Today church was entirely amazing. All of the worship leaders were on the Band. Once again I went to church by myself and waited the bus. I asked otther people but they were lazy go to church. What a pity christian!...
I was shocked when I jumped to the bus. Where is Anmy? ... Obviously....
Someone asked me to sit with her and ask about you. In my heart, how do you know? Did God tell you? ... Well, we end up having little conversation.
End up sat with Jeremy and Barbara in church which I never expect. God is good all the time, give me companion while you are away. With Barbara's style like you... very friendly to all people and Jeremy with his compassion sat very calmly beside me. Many questions that answered to them coz they were curious about something. They really love you,BABE . I remember Barbara said: I DO LOVE ANMY. SHE IS SWEET GIRL. Yeah. Sure SHE DOES.
Without you, it's very quite.
Well, the service was started with my favorite song; I SURRENDER ALL. This song made me in tears which never happen to me before and I cant stop it. I was comforted by Holy Spirit. This situation will pass and let me surrender to HIM. He made me strong enought to cope with this situation. Remember, I am with you around 1 year now. Everything I do is with you. Suddenly, You are away, everything was changed.
Well, I Surrendered.
Everyday I breathe you in...
The sweetness of You love is all I need...
Paul was teaching about the people who are in our circle or close to....
I called it Careful in RELATIONSHIP.
Close people in our life can be entry point of Devil to attack our life. For example: In Bible, ABRAHAM with LOT, JACOB with ESAU, JOSEPH with his brothers even JESUS with JUDAS.
So, Devil always attact us through someone that close to us... ( I was wondering, what God try to say to me in this situation? ).
God will send the right people to our life but He never tell us where to put; as close friend, as family....???? We have to work it out. JESUS have to spend time with FATHER before calling out HIS disciple. God didnt help HIM but putting this people around HIM automatically but JESUS has to work it out even together with JUDAS.
Let we see ACT 15:36-40 Paul and Barnabas Disagree READ IT FIRST
In here Paul and Barnabas were disagree about JOHN MARK whether John has to follow them or not. The mission was to strength the new church. Paul was disagree with JOHN but Barnabas keep pushing it until they are seperated. Well, this task required annoited enough to help this task. Paul thought JOHN wasnt the right one, but Barbanas keep pushing it.
Let we work it out WHY....?
In COL4:10, JOHN MARK is cousin of BARNABAS.
The reason behind JOHN MARK was FAMILY connection. So devil attact the mission through Barnabas notabene, close to PAUL. Barnabas let the mission go and choose the family.
Sometime we are in this situaiton. We intend to choose family compare to destiny. Yeah... I need to learn this. If GOd mission then He will sort it out although our family didnt agree with that. BUT God is in our side. and He will make our family strongly support us in the end after they realize this is God's Plan.
Regarding people close to us is to do with TRUST:
TRUST
- We can trust people without have to trust them. Wow interestind point.
If our relationship based on trush each other will make the relationship very intense. JESUS didnt trust JUDAS but He loves him. Sometime we trust them, they kick us from the back.
- Some people are trust worthy but not enjoyable.
Some people may trust worthy but not enjoyable. They are boring, very british or very culture. In bible says that JOY IS MY STRENGTH. IF the people are boring and not enjoyable we will not get any JOY. So dont trust them.
Work out with other people which we can enjoy with and feel the JOY. We enjoy their successful life and they enjoy our new blessing. For ex: I am happy with their new car and they happy with my DARLING. So if they cant enjoy our blessing, these people cannot close to us. Let find people who can enjoy our prosperity from GOD
- Someone, we trust, will trust other people who we dont trust
Very complicated huh....??? If we tell them our feeling and this people will tell other people that we dont trust, then dont tell them. So these people cannot be closed to us.
PEOPLE WHO ARE TRUSTWORTHY AND ENJOYABLE ARE PERFECT AND FANTASTIC.
WELL, WE CAN ENJOY THEIR BLESSING AND THEY ENJOY OUR BLESSING AND ALSO WE CAN TRUST EACH OTHER. WOW.....We will get JOY.
I FOUND YOU, SAYANG, who I can trust and enjoyable. I found many joys through you. You are blessing to me. I enjoy every part of your life, your greatness and your weakness. Really amazing what God made you.
THANKS GOD FOR YOU DARLING, TO BE IN MY SIDE, TO BE MY LOVE AND MY SUPPORTED. I WILL SPEND THE REST OF MY LIFE WITH YOU. LET WE TOGETHER SERVER OUR GOD UNTIL OUR TIME FINISH. WILL YOU?......
AMEN. THANKS FOR THE ANSWER.
Love you darling. Hope you enjoy yourself in CHINA with people that you can enjoy. Be strong ya.....
This picture was taken at 12 December 2004 before Our relationship started. It had great sweet memory in my mind. This picture was in my project and made it FIRST CLASS PROJECT. Thanks darling, for your support. I love yo so much. You are full of BLESSING.
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