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| i am getting into the swing of things. work school study gym. the 4 things that keep me going when school is in session. its ok, but a shit load of work. i had the best weekend ever. we ( jeremy and i, rick and roxy, cody and kerry, scott, johnson, b-obby, and josh..and the rest of rick's fam.) had so much fricken fun! we just hung out, went fishing played horse shoes and drank a WHOLE LOT. it was a memorable MEMORABLE trip. ahhh. but back to reality. I had an interview @ applebee's today, and i have a 2nd one next tues. cross your fingers. SO..i lost my running shoes.. o well excuese to go buy new ones.. just the basic everyday lulls ...school life.
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| school has begun. grrr. im already stressed way out. this cant be good. | | |
| i think im feeling a thousand different feelings at once these days. everything that ive known about my relationship is just a big boggle of nothing to me right now. i think im numb. if i cant feel it then how could it hurt me? im so confused about what i want and why i never decided to change the things i didnt like back when they were happening. ive wasted so much time being a push over w. my emotions it hard to feel any validity in how i see things. i dont regret it, i guess ill just have to learn from it and roll w. the punches.
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| it all doesnt make any sense. and it wears me out to think about it. | | |
| so im so very excited about today. im going on a spa day w/ jeremy's sister. ive never been one to pamper myself so im extra thrilled! we are getting massages and facials! and the best part is that i dont even have to pay for it! my wonderful boyfriend was so givivng and thought it would be nice to pay for it. love him.  and then later on tonight im going to go look for another job... my brothers friend works at Leo's coney island in brighton and said that she could help get me a job. so hopefully it will work out. oo yeah on the job front, i stopped back into that Spags place in williamston yesterday to check up on my application and the guy that i needed to talk to wasent even there! which sucked but i put in another app. at the Red Cedar Grill .. all this job hunting is wearing me out! whew.. well i better go shower up for the SPA ! have a wonderful day b/c i will be! MUAH!
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