Ok yeah... the song is a little RANDOM.... buuuuuut I am also currently on this personal fitness goal thing and when I see this video I want to DANCE around because it makes me laugh and is very very sexy. HA. Ok, yeah definitely weird confessions right?!! haha. Oh man....the weather is getting better which means I'll be a running fool by the time all my 5k's come around here in a few months!! I'm so excited that I have my boy into running it too, so we can actually do some athletic stuff together and enjoy it. He is also currently looking for people to train him in like Tae or Jyu Jitsu. At first I can't say I like the idea of people fighting but after watching some matches I see how techniqued the stuff really is and how much the fighters actually take care of eachother and keep it a safe sport. It is definitely nice to have someone who keeps me active and excited about fitness. My family has been doing pretty well and I am enjoying seeing that my dad is happy with his new job. I got to see Michelle a lot last week and that was really nice. She seems to be doing really well with her teaching stuff. I'm very excited for my girl Allie's wedding in a little over a month as well as my cousin's BABY BOY. Awe. YAAAAY!!! I can't wait. We are all growing up... hmmm. I miss everyone!! Leave me some messages!! I hope everyone's doing great.

 I make this face at least 50 times a day to my little kids at school... haha... it makes me laugh!!

Ok... so I NEVER get personal on here, but what the heck... here goes.... when you are busting at the seams, what else can you do???!!!Tommy has made me sooo happy. I know xanga is getting all worn out and noone reads these anymore, but I thought maybe it'd be nice for anyone who does to know how blessed I feel these days. I wake up and know God is working in my life and I know that there is finally someone there who is worth my every effort. Finally someone honest, someone steadfast, someone who is a man of their word. (Not saying everyone in the past wasn't... not what I meant at all)... but what I am saying is that the man standing in front of me these days is the most incredible person I have met in all 23 years of my life. I learn everyday and feel like I'm growing, stretching who I am to become the best I can be. Incredible.

Nothing like unexpectedly running into your future.... oh man. Yay... for randomness and for the days after days after days that I am currently receiving. God truly has been working in my life by bringing me closer to people that are able to stretch and challenge my thinking... loosen me up where I need undone, corrected time and time where I need fixing, and the opportunity to speak and feel what im saying is making a difference. How flippin sweet is my life right now... gosh it would be so cool if it didn't end??!!!        

Erin Lynn

  Hollers to Michelle and Monica... oh man I miss you two.

The Suffering

Is there a word or right to say
Even in this old fashioned way?
Go make your move, girl
I'm not coming home

Would things have changed if I could've stayed?
Would you have loved me either way?
Dressed to the blues.
Day to day with my collar up.

Decision sits so make it quick
A breath inhaled from an air so sick
I cursed the day I had learned
Of the web you spun...
You had your hold till bleeding

Hey, Hey!
If it was up to me
I would've figured you out
Way before the year clocked out
Oh, I hope you're waiting

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