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Name: Crystal
Country: United States
State: Texas
Metro: Dallas
Birthday: 9/9/1989
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Interests: Books, music, movies and food........ that's all that i can think of now.
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Wednesday, June 21, 2006

Currently Listening
decemberunderground
By AFI
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HEY, YOU NEED TO VISIT MY MYSPACE AT www.myspace.com/esmereldalives It's great and therefore, YOU MUST LOVE IT, DAMN YOU!!! jk.But for real, please visit! *muah* to all of those that care, or if I don't like you, then please die, already and burn in Hell. Thanks!

~Crystal


Wednesday, May 31, 2006



Body: When a girl says she likes you,
she wants you to ask her out.

When a girl misses u, she's afraid to see
how your
new girl looks, she's dreading the fact that
ur not
hers any more

When u break a girls heart, she still feels
it when
bumping heads 3 years later

When a girl just stares deep into your
eyes, she's
HOPING that your hers and only hers ( it
shows
how much she cares: eyes never lie)

When a girl is quiet,
millions of things are running through her
mind.

When a girl is not arguing,
she is thinking deeply.

When a girl looks at you with eyes full of
questions,
she is wondering how long you will be
around.

When a girl answers, "I'm fine, " after a
few
seconds,
she is not at all fine.

When a girl stares at you,
she is wondering why you are so
wonderful.

When a girl lays her head on your chest,
she is wishing for you to be hers forever.

When a girl calls you everyday,
she is seeking for your attention.

When a girl wants to see you everyday,
she wants to be pampered.

When a girl says, "I'll love you forever, "
she means it.

When a girl says that she can't live
without you,
she has made up her mind that you are
her future.

When a girl says, "I miss you, "
no one in this world can miss you more
than that






Guy Facts:

When a guy calls u
he wants to be with you

When a guy is quiet,
He's listening to you...

When a guy is not arguing,
He realizes he's wrong

When a guy says, "I'm fine, " after a few
minutes,
he means it

When a guy stares at you,
he wishes you would care about him and
wonders
if you do?

When you're laying your head on a guy's
chest
he has the world

When a guy calls you everyday
he is in love

When a (good) guy say he loves you
he means it

When a guy says he can't live without you
he's with you till your done

When a guy says, "I miss you, "
he misses you more than you could have
ever
missed him or anything else

repost this in 10 minutes and your true
love will
call you

post this as

IF YOUR A GUY "WHEN A GUY MISSES
YOU"

AND

IF YOUR A GIRL POST IT AS "WHEN A GIRL MISSES YOU"


Tuesday, May 30, 2006

Currently Listening
Queen of the Damned
By Various Artists
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Monday, May 15, 2006

THE


HARDEST


THING


YOU


WILL


EVER


HAVE


TO


DO


IS


WATCH


THE


ONE


YOU


LOVE,


LOVE


SOMEONE


ELSE.




IF YOU BELIEVE THIS IS


TRUE

RE-POST THIS IN
10 MIN WITH THE SUBJECT
"are u in love?"
OR IT WILL HAPPEN TO YOU
FOR 5 YEARS IN A ROW


Monday, April 24, 2006

CHINESE HOROSCOPE:
THE YEAR OF THE IRON DRAGON,
WISHING YOU PROSPERITY AND GOOD FORTUNE IN THE
CHINESE NEW YEAR

FOLLOW THE INSTRUCTIONS -
DO NOT CHEAT
OR IT WON'T WORK AND
YOU WILL WISH YOU HADN`T.

TAKE 3 MINUTES
TRY THIS - IT WILL FREAK YOU OUT.










THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO ME SAID
HER WISH CAME TRUE 10 MINUTES AFTER SHE FORWARDED THE EMAIL

NO CHEATING!!!!















DO NOT READ AHEAD, JUST DO IT.






IT TAKES ABOUT 3 MINUTES - WORTH A TRY


1st. Get PEN and PAPER

2nd. WHEN CHOOSING NAMES, MAKE SURE THEY ARE REAL PEOPLE THAT YOU ACTUALLY KNOW

3rd. GO WITH YOUR FIRST INSTINCTS !!!!! Very important for good results.

4th SCROLL DOWN

ONE LINE AT THE TIME
DON`T READ AHEAD
otherwise
YOU WILL RUIN THE FUN.











1. On a blank sheet of paper, WRITE NUMBERS 1 through 11 in a COLUMN on the LEFT.













2. Next to the NUMBERS 1 & 2,

WRITE DOWN ANY
2 NUMBERS YOU WANT.

DO YOU HAVE A FAVORITE NUMBER?













3. Next to the NUMBERS 3 & 7,

WRITE DOWN THE NAMES OF TWO MEMBERS
OF THE OPPOSITE SEX.













CAUTION: DO NOT LOOK AHEAD or IT WILL NOT TURN OUT RIGHT














4. WRITE ANYONES NAME

(like FRIENDS or FAMILY...)
next to 4, 5, & 6.















DON`T CHEAT OR YOU`LL BE UPSET THAT YOU DID













5. WRITE down FOUR SONG TITLES in 8, 9, 10, & 11
















6. Finally,

MAKE A WISH



















ARE YOU READY?
HERE IS THE

KEY TO THE GAME
















1. THE NUMBER of PEOPLE THAT LIKE YOU is found in

SPACE 2







2. THE PERSON IN SPACE

3 IS THE ONE YOU LOVE








3. THE PERSON YOU LIKE but your relationship CANNOT WORK is in

SPACE 7








4. YOU CARE MOST about the PERSON you put in

SPACE 4









5. THE PERSON YOU NAME IN NUMBER 5 IS THE ONE WHO

KNOWS YOU VERY WELL.









6. THE PERSON YOU NAMED IN 6 IS THE YOUR

LUCKY STAR









7. THE SONG IN 8 IS THE SONG THAT MATCHES WITH THE

PERSON IN NUMBER 3








8. THE TITLE IN 9 IS THE SONG FOR THE

PERSON IN 7









9. THE 10TH SPACE IS THE SONG THAT TELLS YOU MOST ABOUT

YOUR MIND








10. AND 11 IS THE SONG TELLING HOW YOU

FEEL ABOUT LIFE








11. NUMBER 1 IS YOUR

LUCKY NUMBER



repost this
WITHIN AN HOUR OF READING THIS.





IF YOU DO, YOUR WISH WILL COME TRUE.



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jhonen
You're JHONEN VASQUEZ! You are the creator! But who
gives a crap? (thousands of screamy fan girls?)
In real life you're just a regular person with
a brilliant mind and a talent for art. but in
comics, YOU ARE SUPREME!! You can have powers
like Superman, or suit up in your Happy Noodle
Boy armor to battle Hell-Fans. But thats not
all! You're also a very nice person! Isn't that
nice?

Which Famous Jhonen Vasquez mini comic character are you?
brought to you by Quizilla Exotic Dancer
You're Exotic Dancer Barbie. You have some moves,
and will do anything for a few bucks. Take it
off girl, but keep it PG-13 please.

If You Were A Barbie, Which Messed Up Version Would You Be?
brought to you by Quizilla Your Gothic... Maybe even a bit Vampyric... Your
very sensitive, sometimes you can be outgoing
in your own population. Your sometimes Lonely,
but when your alone your much happier. If your
suicidal, it's okay, because your the kewlest
person I know!....well don't actually know you
but yeah! Write me and Tell Me if you picked
Napoleon or Ron!

Are you a Vampire/Goth/Punk/Poser/Emo/ or just a plain PREP!?
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Your Heart is Red

What Color is Your Heart?
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Raver Bear

Which Dysfunctional Care Bear Are You?
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In your eyes, people can't seem to see anything
because your eyes are covered up by tears! You
are constantly hurt and depressed... No one
seems to understand how you feel because
everyone is scared to get close to you... You
long to be able to reach out and tell someone
everything, and all of your problems... But you
have no one to tell, or they just don't seem to
want to hear what you have to say. You've been
hurt many times that you don't seem to have any
tears left to shed, or if you do, they're an
endless river flowing... You've started to hide
and bottle up all or your problems and
feelings, hoping that maybe they just will go
away... You want company, but at the same time,
you're scared of it. Your sanctuary is your
room where you can just be alone and try to
throw away all of your aching pains. You're
dark and mysterious and people like you for
that reason. Even if you think you're all by
yourself in the dark, someone is always there
with you. Your special someone wants to admit
and show their feelings towards you, but
they're afraid of how you'll take it. Get out
more and enjoy life because, it is far too long
to frown your way through :)

What Lies Behind Your Eyes?
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~*~Beautiful Soul~*~ You're the type of person who is loving, giving,
sweet, generous, genuine, and optimistic. You
see the beauty around you and you admire it for
its faults, as well as perfections. Most likely
a dreamer, you are highly respected and liked.
People like to be around you because you make
them happy. You have a wonderful personality
and you're beautiful inside and out! Please Rate or message me! Thank you for taking my
quiz! XoXo <3 Lana

You're Beautiful...but why? ( PICS)
brought to you by Quizilla Love
You need love.
You are a pretty normal, well-rounded person
that just craves that fairy tale love where you
will be swept off your feet and live happily
ever after. Chances are that you fantasize or
dream about it so much that you either see all
the guys/girls as unromantic or you tell
yourself that anyone could be your soulmate.
You long to have someone by your side and you
want to give back on the romance part too, not
just give.

What Do You Need in Your Life? [dark pics]
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You kill for
revenge.

That is because you have lost something or
someone you held very dear. Now you can't seem
to get over the loss that marked your soul, and
the only solution is to go after the one person
who brought all this pain to you. Chances are
you are angry inside and you bottle everything
up and don't talk to anyone about it. People
may want to help, but you think that they can
never understand your pain and only get
frustrated because of this. But it is important
to see all that you have left and be thankful
of that even if you have lost something great.
It may not be true that Times heals all wounds,
but with time and talking about your feelings,
maybe the hurt will ease.

Main weapon: Yourself
Quote: "You can close your eyes to
reality but not to memories" -Stainslaw J.
Lec
Facial expression: Gritted teeth and
teary eyes



What Type of Killer Are You? [cool pictures + detailed answeres]
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Your wise quote is: "The best antiques are old
friends" by Unknown...
Your buds is the source of your happiness
(maybe not all but still). Even if it's just
one, a couple or a whole group they are the
ones you can't wait to see. It does not matter
if you're shy with everyone else or not, with
them you let your true spirit shine and can be
as loud as you want. They accept you, and you
love them for that.

What wise quote fits you?(pics) UPDATED
brought to you by Quizilla Goddess
The Goddess of Fire and Happiness. You are a ball
of energy. Always compassionate and full of
life, you can make anyone feel happy and you
are exceptionally uplifting. You are an
individual beauty.

Which gorgeous goddess are you? For girls! (breath taking pics!)
brought to you by Quizilla HASH(0x8bc3284)
You are PUNK! U like being around those who are
really close to u. You get depressed most times
but you just wanna live!You have alot of
feelings and thoughts inside that you keep to
yourself! sometimes you dont know who to trust. You have friends that believe in you and know the
real you, which means the most. Thanks, please rate

Are you GOTHIC, PREP, PUNK,UNIQUE (girls only)
brought to you by Quizilla YOU'RE A WATCHER ANGEL
you're a wisdom angel. you cive advice to other
people and you're smart and wise.

what kind of angel are you?
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You are a secretive princess. You were born into a
gilded cage. You hated the rules and
restrictions about walking daintily, eating
neatly and always having to look good. You hated the cameras always flashing in your face
and therefore you hide your true self, behind
plain clothes. But your beauty is still
stunning. Due to the way you continually hide
yourself from the life of rules, you are a
natural rebel. Independence is your strongest
point - you may care for others, and even
depend on them...but when it comes right down
to it, the only one you need is yourself. You
have a strong sense of who and what you are, no
one can control your heart or mind, or even
really influence your thinking. You have a very
serious mind - never acting immature and
harbouring a superior disgust of those who do.

Which proud princess are you? (Dazzling pics and detailed results!)
brought to you by Quizilla holding hands
hand holding - you like to be in constant physical
contact with your special someone but you don't
want to take things too quickly.

What Sign of Affection Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla kawaii, desu ne?
Your label is the Nice girl/guy. You tend to care
for others over yourself. However, many people
appreciate your caring side and would rather
stick by you than hurt you. But, there is a
downside. Some tend to abuse your kindness and
take advantage of you. You always try to see
the good in everyone and try not to hate.
Also, you have sharp insight and a great
personality. Calm, serene, and understanding,
you make a worthy friend and a valuble ally to
people in need. Don't change your sweet
nature, your constant being-there can save a
life.

I suggest your go into a field that
centers around working with others such as a
doctor, baby-sitter, psychologist, lifeguard,
or Teacher. If none of these occupations
interest you, it is okay then. I am sure that
there are plenty of oppertunities out there for
you.

What type of teenager are you?
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You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves
your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling
he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss
that never lessens and always blows your
partner away like the first time.

What kind of kiss are you?
brought to you by Quizilla you will die quietly in bed at an old age. have a
nice rest of your life.

How will you die?
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You are the Wild Bride!

Which Bride are you? -With Anime Pics!-
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Your word is: Brooding. You are a true thinker and
often try to figure out the meaning of life,
why we are all here etc. You may not be so
social, and often think twice before acting but
those thoughts you have in your mind never stop
flowing in. Sometimes you can be so
concentrated you forget about other things that
you have to do. Don't change, this world needs
deep people.

What dark word represents you? (anime pics and 7 outcomes)
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You are a nature loving anime girl.You love all
types of animals and care for them.You are a
calm person and loves to have people around.You
love to be outside just admiring your
surroundings and playing with the animals that
are around.Now just if you keep loving the
nature pretty soon everyone is going to copy
you maybe i'm really not sure.But do what you
do best and it will soon pay off ^_^

If You Were An Anime Character What Would You Look Like?(Girls Only)
brought to you by Quizilla ~*~Result nr 8~*~

Your power is: Extreme healing powers


Explanation: When injured your body
focuses on the wound and heals rapidly, within
a few seconds. This makes you pretty much hard
to kill and you can help people in danger using
yourself as a shield. Almost anything is
possible in combat but you prefer looking after
others. In bad purposes you can do the same as
above but for evil intentions.
This power fits you pretty good since you want
to help those around you, and when you are
pretty much unstopable, that's not an obsticle.
You are caring and nurturing and are more a
pascifist. Even if you know there are much
unfairness in the world you still chose to see
from a positive angle because you belive in the
good of this world. You are probably friendly
and have a soft spot for people who are not
accepted. Though to others you come of as naive
and gullible. You could be taken advantagde of
if the wrong person comes around. Even if you
could be seen as pure, you are not that
completely since you're human and make mistakes
too.
Negative aspects: If your naiveness has
been making you blind for too long you could go
into dark thinking.



What Power is Compatible With You?
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Who are you inside????? (LOTS OF RESULTS)girls only
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What were YOU in your past life? (pictures, detailed results,everyone can take it)

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What color rose are you and why?(really good pics)

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::.What feeling are you trying to hide?.:: (awesome pictures!)

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You need adventures.
Real life has been very boring for you and you
can't help but dream away. Nothing is
exciting or fascinating in your life and
can't understand why it all is so dull. You
like having fun, but are probably not a
bouncing person because of that. There is a
probability that you either like to
read/watch fantasy or similar genres, or have
a creative side that lets you release your
fantasy world.

What Do You Need in Your Life? [dark pics]
brought to you by Quizilla Ice
You are an ice princess. You are cold and
indifferent much of the time. You are
completely impossible to get close to, even
those who do never see the real you. You are
fearless and immeasurably strong - not much
can crack through your defences. Many people
are stunned by your absolute cruelty and
inability to feel anything. If something in
your life turns out wrongly you will kill
whomever you feel is responsible. If anyone
can break through your icy exterior, they are
to be feared because you will never display
any emotion in any situation. You cannot bear
to be bettered by anyone and this makes you
exceptionally determined. You abuse your
royal power using it to any advantage you
can. After all no one can pin the blame on a
member of the royal family now can they?

Which proud princess are you? (Dazzling pics and detailed results!)
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how it would look the boy of your dreams?

hes totally cute! blonde with color eyes!
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