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i think somethings wrong with me.
everyday, i have this anger or some kind of rage. i don't know why, i just do. i'll just sit there and just wonder off into space and all of a sudden, BOOM i'm mad. but then i have times where i feel wistful or just unhappy. i have all these feelings for no reason. if people are sad its probably because their pet died or something bad happened to them, but me, i just sit and think and the next moment i become mad. who know's. maybe i have issues, but i don't know why. im living an okay life, i have great friends. the best brother. a decent life, but not terrible. if there is a reason for my behavior, its most likely because i've fallen from God. i don't pray, i don't read the bible. no more quiet times. i don't even attend church or listen to the sermons. my walk with God has gone downhill, but my faith is there hanging in there.
hmm, life's so interesting, isn't it?
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i think i'm back into xanga.
..just maybe.
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| R.I.P.
1957-2005
i miss you mommy but dont worry, ill see you again.
God, take good care of her. |
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