SAT Scores out tomorrow--wheee

Yah- Xanga is definitly a weekly thing for me now! there's just no time and not too much to write about hmmm

I saw Silent Hill---that was really gross...just lotsa weird blood, gore...it wasn't like "gasp"-y scary so...i dunno. Maybe 'cause i dind't really understand it = not really that scary..

Pong has been going ok- practice has been going lots better- u know after that wisdom tooth recovery period- i'm feeling fine. The concert for band went so well too!! it was really exciting. Music in the parks this weekend- and fun stuff. Things are going pretty well in the extracurricular area.

Now for the craziness of junior year- i guess it'ill start...well...after next weekend. But it shoudl start now 'cause i need to start freaking out- or else i won't study and DIE on my May SAT II's which i haven't prepared for AT ALL. Wonderfulness   Plus North American Championships and AP exams! in 7 days i will take 2 sat ii's 2 ap exams and play in that huge tournie...wow. intense.

what's the best way to mail cookies?

JUNIOR YEAR IS CRAZZZYY!!!

Wow..school is really craazzyy junior year is like an accumulation of crap...of all the college stress piled up- and ppl changing and stuff. but all in all i'm so excited i'm so close to it being over!!! so close.

but that crazy AP, SAT and touranment in May...that will be the end of me. check if i'm alive after that week.

with this plethora of health problems and pong probelms and school issues its all just a mess.

plus i totally agree with the remark: guys are stupid throw rocks at them...'cause sometimes...they really really really really are. i'm so irritated and frustrated with the world lately...nothing just seems to go quite right. *sigh* maybe after this week is over it'll be ok...just need to get through 5 days of school, and a band/jazz band concert...crapness.

the wonders of HS stress...

Back into School MODE

So the right side of my mouth doens't hurt much at all anymore- but the left side still hurts---and ummi can feel the stitches in my mouth (is that a good thing?) and i keep forgetting to take my antibiotics....and i have this sharp biting pain in my stomach every couple of hours...

So it's time to swing back into school mode- tough out the next 4 weeks before May SAT II's (less than 4 weeks away!) and AP testing (AHHH!!) Then another 4 weeks with 3 classes of work and relatively more fun stuff---wooo until exams, prom, class day, graduation and...SUMMER...wow that seems far away. summer and then i'll be a senior

the biting pain in my stomach doesn't let me think that far in advance...owww

i do have tons of make up work to doo but...the more i stress the more mys tomach ties in knots---which reminds me

today i did my english hwk OUTSIDE in this beautiful weather on my lawn...and it was wonderfabulous! i read Wuthering Heights like at dusk in my yard and looked at the sky- and since i haven't been out side AT ALL in 5 WHOLE days...it was quite an experience. I recommend it to evveeryone! go stare at the clouds or watch the sunset...i did get cold though and eventually ran back inside..

Pain Meds

Whoa---whooozy....

Okay, so my mouth is definitly feeling a ton better, but i still wake up in this weird pain and then i take my pain meds which are like supperrr strong but they have the oddest side effects..at least to me?

Percocet = narcotic + tylenol. Basically it makes me REALLY REALLY dizzy and wooozy. like the room spins around and stuff. And then when i combine it with my Lodine it works supperr well...'cept those are both really addictive and bad for you. Combined though the two meds make me supperrr dizzy and wooozy and gives u a perky kinda high..haha..must not be addicted :-p

I stopped Lodine yesterday, and i took my last dose of percocet this morning- i still have pills left over but i should definitly stop. Just finish the penicillin...

Barbara

P.S. at home---and having eaten less than 2000 calories in 3 days...= uber tired

Wisdom Teeth Removed- painfully

Ow.

U know...i'm actually deathly afraid of iv needles. even before they started asking me to take off my sweater (to get my arm) and turn it over. I got sooo scared that i literally cried while sitting there when they tried to poke the IV in...I guess it would have been alright if the IV went in once, but definitly went in 3 times- and the time they triedt o stick it in my hand was sooo painful. Like it hurt even AFTER they took the needle out and put a bandaid over it...ouch.

haha wow- so its interesting to see what happens to u when u get really scared/nervous. My heart rate which is usually like 60 at rest shot up to 100, and my blood pressure suually like 60/120 went up to 100/180- wow that was a lot of adrenaline/scaredness...aghhh

now i'm super sore, and ic an't go to school 'cause i can't drive 'cause the pain medications make me dizzy, drowsy and neasous. but without them i can't even move my mouth at all- and blaaaaaaah.

i can't focus on hwk and i have a ton a ton a ton to do. So i...will just give up tonight i guess? and do it tomorrow all day. kinda sad- but hey u gotta do what u gotta dooo...

there is no rest for the sick, tired and weary.