Today I finally let go. Today I feel weightless. Today I am who I want to be. I don't know what I did, I don't know what I thought. All I know is that I feel like I am free. Free from the bonds of depression and anxioty and thoughts of shame and pain and regret. Free from thinking I did something wrong, free from feeling like I need to be better. Today I am free from the sadness over things lost, free from the anger and pain of things I've done. I let go. I overcame myself. I am happy. You can't feel what I'm saying, you can only imagine. But when it happens to you, I promise it's the best feeling in the world. And I will never worry about what I used to worry about. And I will never be angry over the things that have happened. Because today I let the past go. I got up off of the ground and stood alone. I felt so alone and helpless and now I am so alone and proud. I only need myself because the confidence I have could move buildings. I'm over it, and I'm moving on. And I've never been happier, and don't ask me to explain it, and don't judge me for the words that I say. Because this is how I feel and I wouldn't change a thing. Today I am happy. Not happy, but with problems, or happy but still thinking about something I shouldn't have said. Happy. Fully.

Experience is the name we give our past mistakes.