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Thursday, January 20, 2005

Thu, 20 Jan 2005 06:11:03 GMT

hey guys...

yay 2 hour delay...i would be sleeping now but i already got a shower and everything so that sucks for me! now i'm just gonna be a loser and hang out online for a while...Jess is sleepy...can't think straight...gotta go i'll do the STD later...

see ya on the flip side!

muCh loVE,

mE aka Jess

Wednesday, January 19, 2005

Wed, 19 Jan 2005 21:23:34 GMT

hey guys,

lol so much for writing everyday! tehe so anyway nothing happened really today...school...same old same old...it sucked blah blah always the same sucky day for me. well it snowed yay! that's great! i love snow...all the time i wish it was winter all year around. winter rocks...anyway here's your STD!! YAY FOR YOU GUYS, aren't you lucky ducks?!

"Hope dangles on a string 
Like slow spinning redemption 
Winding in and winding out 
The shine of it has caught my eye 
And roped me in 
So mesmerizing, and so hypnotizing 
I am captivated, 
I am... 

[Chorus] 
Vindicated 
I am selfish 
I am wrong 
I am right 
I swear I'm right 
Swear I knew it all along 
And I am flawed 
But I am cleaning up so well 
I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself 

So clear 
Like the diamond in your ring 
Cut to mirror your intention 
Oversized and overwhelmed 
The shine of which has caught my eye 
And rendered me so isolated, so motivated 
I am certain now that I am... 

[Chorus] 

So turn
Up the corners of your lips
Part them and feel my finger tips
Trace the moment, fall forever
Defense is paper thin
Just one touch and I'd be in
Too deep now to ever swim against the current
So let me slip away [3x] 
So let me slip against the current 
So let me slip away [4x] 

[Chorus] 

Like hope 
Dangles on a string 
Like slow spinning redemption... "

>>>>>Dashboard Confessional

lol old song but still a classic (not really though it kinda sucks now) lol anyway...

nothing else to say except life sucks...i'm sad today...*sigh* but do'nt ask why cuz i

don't even know...see you guys on the flip side...later...

MuCh LoVe,

mE aKa JeSs

Monday, January 17, 2005

Mon, 17 Jan 2005 21:34:25 GMT

HEy mY daRlinG ChesNutS!

WhAtS uP?*? SaMe OLd heRE... BLAH to thE teNTh poWEr sqUarEd. anYways, I spenT alL dAY wiTh mY cOUsiN, doiNG baSIcaLLy noTHing..WHen I ActUaLLy do SoMEthiNG i'll LeT yOU KNow...OoOoOh I juSt reAliZEd thaT i Had A LivEjOUrnal (DoN't USe It muCH anyMOre) bUT i usED to Do A *SONG OF THE DAY* (oR aS i LIKe to CALL iT the *STD*) sO i'M goinG to staRt dOing thaT noW...hmmm MayBe I'll DO onE foR toDAY.

*DRUM ROLL* HeRe's the STD!:

"I'm giving up on everything

because you messed me up

don't know how much you screwed it up,

you never listened

that's just too bad...

because i'm moving on,

i won't forget you were the one that was wrong

i know i need to stand up and be strong,

don't patronize me; yeah (x5)

Have you forgotten, everything that i wanted?

Did you forget it now you never got it,

do you get it now? (yeah x5)

Gotta get away

there's no point in thinking about yesterday

it's too late now it won't ever be the same,

we're so different now (yeah x5)

Have you forgotten everything that i wanted?

Did you forget it now you never got it

do you get it now?

i know i wanna run away

i know i wanna run away; run away

if only i could run away

if only i could run away; run away

i told you what i wanted

i told you what i wanted; what i wanted

but i was forgotten i won't be forgotten...

Never again..."

>>>>Avril Lavigne

omg i'm IN loVe wiTh thAT sONg...HoPEfuLLy i can Do thAT evERY day (NOt makIng anY prOMiseS oR anYthINg) bUt WOO HOO i thINk i'M goNNa go LisTen to That CD riGHt nOW...SCORE!! So I'lL seE y'ALL on thE fliP sidE!

MuCh LovE,

mE a*k*a *~.:.JeSS.:.~*

Sunday, January 16, 2005

Sun, 16 Jan 2005 20:48:02 GMT

hEY,

jUst WRitIng aGaIn so yOu can SEE this AWeSomE piCtuRE:

TeHE thaT'S mE anD mY siStEr REALLY cLOsE uP...I'm thE oNe IN fRonT wIth tHe EnoRmOuS nOse! lol * FLiP sIdE!

MuCh LovE,

mE aka Jess

Sunday, January 16, 2005

Sun, 16 Jan 2005 20:37:12 GMT

yo,

oH my GooD gOllY gOSh! I JusT tOOk TEN freAKinG minUteS trYing to FigUrE ouT hoW to uPDatE thIs! woW i gO to sKooL. anD of cOurSe "ShaWney bOy" is LAugHinG aT mE...BoO! lol j/p. AnyWaYz noW thAt i KnoW hOw to DO thiS i hAvE it maDe! woohoo go jess "it's your birthday" tehe...WhAT raNdOm tHingS i SAy... - GeT usEd to IT...ok WEll i'm GoNNa bE ofF noW...I'll SeE yA on thE fLiP siDe!

MuCh LovE,

mE aka Jess

Sunday, January 16, 2005

Sun, 16 Jan 2005 19:41:14 GMT

okay,

so what's up? same old here but i made one of these piece of crap things in seventh grade and i gave up on it so tehe this is gonna be fun...i know i know you're jealous of the username but come on, it's clever (props to Sean)...tehe but anyways i'm gonna post this so i can see what this looks like okay so i'll see you on the flip side...

MuCh LovE

mE aka Jess